I think my friends rocks.
Shiwei was a kind girl who helped me to take my result slip and pass it to me when i didnt even asked her to.
So kind right? HAHA.
Ok, so she rocks.
(I hope someone notices i'm actually lying.)
Hmm. Ok, i dont know how to begin with my day but i find tht it's quite a stupid day for me.
Shiqi and me went to bukit batok to buy bubble tea den went back to cck.
HAHA. I'm not joking. Seriously its damn dumb.
But since its holiday&we have whole lot of time so it doesnt really matter.
Anw i dont know wtf is wrong with me again.
Sometimes i dont really know wht i desire but i just want someone to be thr but i can't trust tht someone enough to be with him den it just end up getting both of us hurt.
And i dont know wtf is wrong with th fucking shit, she doesn't comprehend simple things!
And she decided tht being with her boyf is more impt than cheering me up so she just hung up on me. Well done babe.
Now i'm deciding whether to kill her or kill her boyf.
So i decided to confide in friends for their opinions&advice, it turns out somehow helpful but none applicable.
So Teckwee's advice was to concentrate on studies&forget everything.
Sounds cool, but hard to do it.
Zhenghao's advice was nothing cause he've not been in a relationship before.
Ok, understood.
Shiqi's advice was telling me not to think abt it anymore.
Wow, sounds cool too. But difficulty level is very high.
Jason's advice was to ask me to follow my heart.
WOW. Smart guy, too complex for me. Tell me, wht does it mean by following my heart?
If i followed my heart den i wont be in delima right?
Fai's advice was going out with him on his bike to let out my feelings.
WOW WOW WOW. Sounds really fun but it doesnt solve th root of th problem.
So in th end, i end up playing puzzle bobble in my phone to occupy my mind with things.
Actually i wanted to text him and ask him was he telling th truth tht he likes me and whether he can really be thr for me. But after much struggle, i decided not to.
Since he decided not to message me first den continue this way, don't contact him anymore.
If we see each other we'll just smile&exchange a few sentence and tht's it.
Is my life cool?
I doubt so.
Thank god i'm going hunk hunting tmr.
Byebye world.
I love Cheese hotdogs so cook it for me to make me happy.
HAHA.
Replies to tag;
Ignatius- Are you blind or just DUMB?!
Kaiying- Seriously i'm damn excited to find out whether th hot
shortie is th friendster dumbass or not. HAHA.
Aman- Thank you for acting cute.
Shiqi- Hmmmmm. Better not be shuai or you'll love him too. HAHA.
Isabella- I thot things were going well between you two? Like chatting in
msn was fun and loving? HAHA.
Shiwei- Also can. Th more th merrier. HAHA.
Kass- Didnt even do a bit of it. Just went thr to surf th net & watched
movie.
Chuhui- You are. I'm not sick now.
