Shitty people.

Dear shit ass,


Seriously. What the hell do you want?

Littlest thing in life.

I'm extremely bored.
What the fuck is wrong with fb? I can't buy back my pets on ffs, neither can i update my status!
Lost interest in fb games, so i went to read XX's and Winnie's blog.

Anyway.
I've got interesting stuffs to share!

Picture 1 : Can you see 10 faces in this tree?
Picture 2 : Can you find a baby in the picture?

I can i can i can!!! HAHAHAHA.

Very interesting;
Today, my dad met my boyfriend. The first words out of my dad's mouth were "If my daughter sees your penis, I'll cut it off". FML

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Off to prepare before i meet the fabulous people for study session!
Bye!


Replies to tags;

Rebecca- Yeah, whenever you feel comfortable enough to speak, we're always there for you.
I sacrifice my shitting time in toilet den hear you pour out your feelings lor..HAHA!
Yeah, this time must enjoy. HAHA!

Guanquan- I dont care lah. An A is not very demanding what!
Haha.


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You gotta impress me with your brains and not your looks, sweetheart.
After my last relationship, which was a bad one, you really have to work hard enough for me to say yes.
I've changed now, i'm after emotional needs, not physical.
So even if you're a boyfriend that can be by my side 24/7, i dont care.
What i want and what i need is a boyfriend that share with me their joys and sorrows, and would be glad to hear mine too.
Sadly for you, i'm not just any other type of girls out there who thinks that just your good looks enough.

60 days more to go.

Hey world.
I can finally blog properly. Thank you, draft.blogger.com!
HAHA.

Had been studying alot this week.Really feeling the pressure now.
Like doing 12345678987654321 things at a go, which i didnt managed to do it.
Finally finished all my math assessment books! Like fun, i love circle properties.

Now i'm only left with my chemistry.
It just dawned on me that i sucked at chemistry. Yes, i used to be an A1 student.
But now i'm a pathetic C6 student.

Speaking about studies, i had fun on thursday night when we went studying.
Jonathan got us YUPI GUMMY BURGERS as promised.
Ziyang got us kit kat! Food = Happy = Study harder = Good results.


The best part was when all of us took the gummy burgers and shouted 'YUPI GUMMY BURGER' in union, and i swear everyone around us were staring.
Super classic scene. LOL.


Oh god, my blog is really boring now.
I know, you all think i'm like studying like mad. HAHA!

But hell no, i still find time for fun people!

• So going to meet Eric and Renhao anytime soon, prolly this week?
• Den heading to town with fabulous people, like my daughter, MeeSuaHead etc. Hopefully together with Benjamin. (:
• Maybe on Tues or Thurs which i have no AEP, i'll drop by Anthony's workplace for some catching up.
• Karen's kinda making-of-a-millionaire-in-progress, sigh. Just don't forget me when you become filthy rich.
• Oh, you can forget about me, but just get me that Coach Sneakers i've been wanting long time ago. HA!
• And my Winnie babe! Should find a day to catch some movies together! HAHA.

Okay, i'm supposed to be in school...but...its not my fault!
My bed is telling me not to leave them alone on an early weekend morning! Just can't bear to see my bed sad, so i decided to linger on bad a lil' longer, until i found out i'm too late so i didnt went for the workshop.

Yeah, i guess that's quite a pretty good excuse. HAHA!

I think the main reason was i had a mad night before.
Finished school at 4.45. Very depressing, where everyone finished school at 12.30 on Firday, you're stucked till 5pm. LOL.

Rushed home, changed, slapped on light make-up cause according to my dad, we're going to somewhere expensive. Must look presentable mah. HAHA!

Fetched the 3 little kids from their homes first cause my aunt only finishes work at 7pm. Got many stares from strangers. Just imagine a pretty lady(me, LOL!), with 3 little girls. First reaction: OMG! HOT MAMA!
LOLOLOLOLOL.

We ended up having Melben Seafood at amk. Not a very pleasant experience.

Those waiters were so ah beng and they took my number from me infront of my dad, granny and lil aunt!
They ended up getting stared by my dad everytime they walked past our tables. HAHA. Or bee good.

I dont deny they look really good, but guys that walk like orang utans and talk with at least 3 vulgars out of 1 sentence are really a big turn-off for me.

They even waited outside the ladies to talk to me in private, but thank god i was with my naughtiest cousin, Angel, she told the guy: Ah ling jie jie got bf already, later you call her phone, her bf will scold you one!

Cute anot? HAHA! She's still under the delusion that Zhijie and I are still together. In fact, my whole family are.

Fuck it, shitty people comes in, then walks out leaving you with these mess.
I'm starting to realise we're not as close as we were supposed to be.
Is it my fault or is it yours?

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Would be going to studying later, depressing Saturday! I should be out having fun on wekend! Sigh.
Tags would be replied later. Off to fb.

P/s: I have a friend in fb who's trying to hook up girls. Desperate much?
Sorry, but i think you need to have the looks. Because given your character, you're simply just a pile of shit.
And trust me, everyone thinks so too.

Super long post, read till you sleep.

Hello yellow.

I just came back from studying with a bunch of great people.
SHITwei, Reb, Seafood, Jonathan&Ziyang. Much fun.

Kinda left Reb alone memorising the Venice's essays all alone. Sorry baby!
All of us were too concentrated on learning Cuban Missile Crisis.

Anyway, you guys know about the offer at Old Chang Kee?
If you're wearing your school uniform, you get 20cents discount off. If not, just flash your EZ-Link and you'll get that 20cents off too.

Apparently Jonathan didnt know about that.
This was what happened.

Siewyu text him: 'Buy shaker fries for me and ock's chicken wing, the student one.'
And the next moment? Jonathan called and asked me what the fuck is she talking about.
'What student one? The chicken wing what school?'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
In the end they came empty-handed, claiming Jianliang would come afterwards but did not.
Even forgot to buy gummy bear for tommorow's lesson.

EL's oral tomorrow. No i dont need luck, i dont need miracles.
I can solely depend on my ability to obtain the distinction i deserve.

Speaking about results,
I've gotten all my results back!


Apparently, i didn't scored that bad for my C.Humans.
Instead of getting what i expected(C5/6), i got an A2.
Well done Elaine! What got me whining was that i was short of 2 marks to my A1.
Fuck anot you tell me?!?!


Okay, i am very very very very PROUD of myself!
I managed to get B4 for my O lvl Chinese. Miracles? Yes, i do believe in them now!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Happy is not really the exact word to describe how i feel, but rather shocked.

Seriously, i've NEVER passed a single test/exam in sec 5 for my chinese. The only time i passed was when i peeked at Shiwei's or Kaiying's paper.

Many had tried to persuade me to re-take, just to try my luck to see if i can get better results.

But being what i always am, stubborn, i refused.

Dad was also trying to get me to try again until he saw how much i dread chinese, he said:
'If you really think you are satisfied with your result, you can choose not to re-take, but promise that you can get better grades for other subjects.'



Yes dad, i will. I will make you proud. I will make the best of my ability.
I can do it, cause i am strong, i've always been strong.


I wont fall again, i will become stronger and focus on my top priority in life.
Its very clear now what i want in life.
Heh, sometimes i  find that i am way too mature for my age.


I plan for EVERYTHING. Sometimes it gets really stressful when life has full of shitty peoples who are out there to make you fall.

Like what dad said, 'burn people to light up your future, rather than wait for people to burn you'(Extremely bad english, directly translated.)
Its very evil, i know.


But life's like that; Either you hurt people, or they hurt you.
But one thing to bear in mind: 'Never bite the hands that feeds you'


Whatever it is, i'm grateful to have a guy loving me and supporting me in every decision i've made.


He knows that he can't change my mind once i've made a decision.
He knows that my decision is wrong but doesn't bother to change my mind,
Because he knows i'll only learn from my mistakes only when i fail.
He knows my future would be gone if i keep making the wrong decision and failing.
But he also knows that he'll be there for me through it all, picking me up when i fall.


Sigh.
I suddenly missed my bro. He've not been back for a week cause he's out on field camp.

Last Saturday, i went home around 12.45am and it was raining at Yewtee.
Dad&Mum was already asleep, even if they were not, i wouldn't want them to walk over just to pass me a umbrella.

I suddenly thought of how my bro would definitely bring a brolly over for me because he wouldn't want me to be drenched and get sick

Yes, although my bro always says shitty&useless things, he actually cares alot for the people around him.

I ended up running in the rain, makeup smudged. Went up to Kang's place to borrow brolly then made it safely back home. It was the Hungry Ghost Festival, and it was bloody hell midnight!
Tell me i'm brave. HAHA~


Speaking about Saturday, i had great fun.

First, i went to granny's place.
Thank god baby was sleeping, if not she'd start pestering me about Zhijie again.
Ate some good food and massaged my granny's injured arm before leaving.
Just before i thought i was safe, my granny asked me why Zhijie didn't come up so long, and asked what is he doing that kept him so busy.

I just fabricated a lie and quickly went off before she start talking about how i should bring Zhijie up more
often. Like Zhijie is their GOD?
Irriate me much.



Head over to fep to meet MeeSuaHead, Kangqi&Reb for dinner. Kass came after her war. HAHA!

Then met Benjamin and Jasper at KFC.

Decided to head over to cine to watch 'The proposal'. But as expected, time slots full, so we went for few rounds of pool instead.

Then Ziyang, Jonathan &his gf(i know her name! But i dont know how to spell it.), came over to meet us.
Were supposed to meet together again at cuppage, but i didnt know what exactly happened, they went home.
LOL.

Found a place to chill at Plaza Sing, we shared our laughters.
Benjamin = full of craps.
Kass = Ahlian.
Too bad my cute duaghter wasnt in her best mood, we couldnt really have fun.

There'll be a next time baby! Cause Yiqian needs to go her Orchard ION and i promised her to go togehter.
I'm sucha nice person. WOOHOOHOOHOO.

Oh ya, King Albert Park has tons of hunks. Went there to study with Ziyang&all on sunday and i'm so pleased with what i saw! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I never thought i could study with Jonathan around, but i did it! We mugged for like, 5 hours before we surrendered. Both guys were having lung theraphy every hour. Hope they dont die soon.

Ziyang got me 'nerds', the sweet from Cold storage. :D :D :D :D :D
Kinda pathethic, we shared a bottle of 8.4% vodka. Didnt really damage our body much, i swear!
Cause we had Chicken GIngseng after that. HAHAHAHAHA.

Chinese down, i've only math&chem to tackle now.
63 days left. We can do it, smarty pants.


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No matter what you say, i wont change my mind.
Its either you wait, or you go.
Stop saying i've got other guys dating me out so i dont have time for you.
1st, i'm not your bloody gf.
2nd, i'm enjoying my life just as fine.
3rd, i dont like ppl bombarding me texts and call to find out where i am and what i'm doing.

I'm trying not to be mean, its really gonna be the last straw.
NO I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH MY EX ANYMORE AND NO I DO NOT HAVE ALOT OF GUYS WOOING ME.

And for the another one, i hope you know who you are, 
Go fuck your mother, dont come around and fuck my life.

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Replies to tags;

Rebecca- You dont know who is wo de boyfriend? LOL. Junjie la. HAHAHAHA.
*Shy~  Another Part-time one. I got 2 part time bf, so i'm like full-time attached. LOLOLOL!
No worries baby, it'll always be there for you! I know you've not really poured all your feelings that you've bottled over these years, maybe you still feel uncomfortable talking to us about it. But if at anytime you wanna tell us, we're just a phone call away. LOVER YOU~

Shiwei- Havent tell you full story about that guy yet lei. HAHA.
Relax la, those who have eyes can see who's good and who's not.

Guanquan- Its easy la, i close two eye also can get. LOLOLOL!
Joking  la, okay, at least 1 A ok?

Kass- Ya laaaaaaa! See la, till now still havent complete! LOL.

Zhenghao- Super busy. HAHA. Give me 2 more months den i can hang out like how i always do.

School, and maybe love?

Hey world.

School's been alright. Prelims results are B-A-D. BAD.
The only improvement i've made is math, but still in th F9 range.
Shat! I NEED SIEW SIA! I NEED ZI YANG! I NEED JERALD!

The rest are really atrocious.
C.Sci - B4 (was A2)
EL - either C5 or C6 (was B3)
I guess my C.Humans gotta be either B3 or B4, cause i've got a hunch that history's result is gonna be real bad, and pull my overall marks down. Fyi, i got 40/50 for ss.
E.math - F9 (was G10) LOL! Still F9.

The one i'm really disappointed was my EL.
2 reasons.

(1) I was still mourning over my breakup with Zhijie at that time and let my emotions took control of me, thus losing th ability to focus on examination.

(2) There is something serious wrong with my angmoh now and need to seek aid before its too late.

Which one do you think it is?
I choose the perfect combination of 1 & 2. HAHA!

But whatever. What's the purpose of blaming and finding excuses now?
It's a very crucial moment, at this point of time, where i still can't qualify for poly, that i must give my best shot for the last run.

Let me chiong for these 2 months then relax for 4months.
I've planned for my study days alr.

Mon- Reserved for Jerald.
Tue- Self-study.
Wed- Swimming with dad.
Thu- Either self-study or study with Siewsia&co.
Fri- No way i'm gonna study, its the only day i get to see rich ass.
Sat- Break
Sun- Study with Ziyang&co.

Pray hard that i'll follow this schedule till O's. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I 'LOVER' YOU!
Bye world. :D


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You gave me flower(although i lost it) and made my life happier,
you asked me favor and it was to smile forever.
Thanks dude, you made me feel so good to know that i'm one of the top priority in your life.
But whether i believe it is another thing. HAHA!


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Replies to tags;

Rebecca- Okay, we should stop being so obsessed with the angmohs alr.
Kass has her devil.
You have your benben.
I have.. 'wo de boyfriend'. HAHA!

Kass- Shut up la you. Made our plan fail. Must postphone the fun time. LOL!

My life rocks. I AM HOT.

Hello yellow.
I'm so happy, yes i am.

We found PAUL CAMPBELL!
That's really great cause reb&kass are unavailable now.
So i guess i can...have all 5 to myself! HAHAHAHAHA!
Just kidding! Still in love with local guys.

Anyway before dinner, kass + me + reb had conference and we tried something fun!
No, not phone sex. HAHA!
Super cool, next time its my turn. HAHA!


Yes la, i finally bought almond powder.
Dad says daily consumption will make me look fairer.


Just spent quality time with my dad and it was really funny.
We talked about what if one day the world really ends and we're not ready to die.

Its really interesting cause that's life and there's really nothing we can do about it but just to accept the way it is.

Wouldn't it worse if you choose to fight against life?
Just imagine,
If its a tsunami and you manage to run to the highest building and you survive, good.
If its cyclone/tornado(are they the same?)/earthquake and you manage to hide somewhere safe and survive, good.

Okay, i've ran out of the world most terrible disasters. HAHA!

What i'm trying to say is that even if you fight against it and survive, everyone else around you dies.
Isn't it better that you die along with them rather than live your life alone?

Dont try to deny and oppose to my point of view la!
No one can really stand being alone lor. What's the point mann?

My purpose of life(i think everyone else's are the same): Live, play, eat, laugh, work, love, sleep, cry.

Tell me what can/will you live for?
What's the purpose of working if there isnt anything left for you to spent on?
Who will you play with when you're all alone?
Who will cook for you if one day you feel like lazing in the couch waiting for someone to serve you?
Who will make you laugh or laugh with you?
Who will cry with you or comfort you when you cry?
Who will cuddle you to sleep when you get lonely at night?

Will you be happy if you were leading a life like that?

If your answer is yes then you can die now. The world doesn't need you and since you don't care about being alone then i guess there's no purpose in your life.

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I guess i knew the agenda Dad has when he discussed this topic with me.
I just whined alot about how terrible life is, everytime.

Dad, school is tough.
Dad, i don't like the feeling of seeing an empty wallet, why is money so hard to earn?
Dad, my school has terrible teachers.
Dad, i don't think i'm smart enough to get where you want me to go.
Dad, love is such a waste of time.


And after what he've told me. I guess he wanted to tell me nothing is more terrible than living your life alone.
Although he doesn't deny the fact that life isn't easy, you know that you're not alone and there's always someone there for you because the world has not ended yet.

Tell me my Dad rocks and tell me i have grown to be a lady with such mature thinking and starting to appreciate life the way it is.


If you've failed in life, don't despair cause you can learn from your mistakes.

If you've failed in love, don't despair cause you can find new love again.

If you've failed in studies, don't despair cause you can study again, remember, there's no limit to how much you can learn.

And most importantly, it might not be easy, but don't forget you're not alone.


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Gonna be stuck at fb games for hours alr. Bye!


Replies to tags;

Guanquan- Haha. Actually N level is very easy to strive, so no need study also can pass. HAHA!
But the cert must nice nice mah, so study hard ah. I dont ask much from you la, triple A's ok? :D

Xiaohao- Yes, indeed. I missed you and the times we had together with everyone before. Was really shocked to see you tagging me but happy too! Dont end up in db again ok? I hope you're really a better person now. Meet up soon okay?

Wanzhen- Haha. Okay, i'll cheer up. You be happy with your life too! :D

Kass- Irritating lor. You souldnt be in that picture AT ALL.

Shiwei- Haha, you beg me then i consider lor! HEHEH!
You know who already la. Haiyo, he's really sweet but like bastard also lei. LOL!

Rebecca- Yeah! But can finally watch it, i guess. HAHA!

Walt Disney Studios Motion Pictures Singapore - THE PROPOSAL.

Hello world.

Have you asked your parents how they got married?
Obviously,(and commonly), the answer would be that your dad proposed to your mum isn't it?

But now, its not about the PROPOSE. Its about THE PROPOSAL.
And its not 'here comes the BRIDE.'
It is now 'here comes the BRIBE.'

Interesting isn't it?

If you think marriage proposal is constantly and always a man’s thing, then you are deeply mistaken! Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds are breaking the tradition like never before!

How well can a lady manage a marriage proposal?
Just what can/will she do to get what she wants?

And will the guy say 'i do'?
And what difference would it made if a lady proposes to a guy?

Me so the anxious to find out lor!
Perfect English: I'm extremely anxious to see the results.

Me so want Nuffnang to bring me to watch it lor. I lurbzxzxz Nuffnang deepzxz deepzxz.
Perfect English: I'm hoping Nuffnang would bring me along. I love Nuffnang very much.

Enough of my nonsense, they're redundant. HAHA!
Anyway, i think you guys should catch it too!

And if it works, i'll propose to my boyfriend next time!
No no no, no bribes. HAHA!

Don't hesitate! WATCH!





Don't miss it, cause i wouldn't too!

"The Proposal opens in cinemas 20 August 2009"

Random stuffs you can choose not to read.

Its depressing, distressing, terrible, horrible and demoralizing.

How can someone whom i thought doesnt matter to me, can do so much damage to me?
I seriously dont know what i can do now.

I dont wish to be hurt again.

First time being hurt, we say its incident.
Second time being hurt, we say its coincidence.
But if its thrid time being hurt, it's a pattern.

A pattern that will hurt me.

You said you know me well.
But you dont.
You really dont.

You should stop fooling around and start thinking what you really want it life.
Because if you dont know what you want, you're just going around and screwing up with people's feelings.

You're just going around hurting people. And after hurting them you ask them not to cry.
Then you find others to hurt again. This cycle just repeats itself.

When will you come to your senses? Won't your conscience bug you enough to stop these?

One day, all these misery you bought upon people will be returned back to you.
One day, you'll finally know you're heartless.
One day, you'll realise you're not as great as you thought you were.

Let go of your ego, this will become better and your world will become clearer.
This is all i have to say. Its up to you to make the changes.
You can choose not to, den you'll realise at the end that no one will ever be there for you.

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My life is so much like drama.
I was happy, den i was sad.
Now i'm one big lucky girl receiving love!
Thank you thank you thank you.
I wont say i love you, but i'm starting to like you.
:D

My fav song now:

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands x2
If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it,
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.


So gonna download this song, bye!


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Replies to tags;


Rebecca- Okay one la. You go first! :D

.- Hello stranger. Who are you?

Guanquan- Heh heh. After your N's? I want you to strive for it.
I'm such a nice person. Wahahahahahahahahaha.

I wanna fall in love.

You saw it.
I take back my words about not gonna believe in love anymore.
Enjoy love&perfection first, deal with heartache later.
HAHA.

Today i was woken up at 0710am!!!
WTF, i was dreaming of something! I wanna know wht's the ending of my dream!
I dreamt of Zhijie and me fighting or something, i vaguely remember some of it.

Anyway, the main point is not about my dream.
Its about that phone call at 0710!!!!
I was very irritated, i rejected it twice, but he kept calling, so i picked up th third time.

Was really fed up, i said; HELLO!
caller: Time to wake up, go pee now!
me: F you laaaaaaaa.

-hang up

He called again.
Was really really really fked up already.

me: WHAT YOU WANT!
caller: i wanna hug you.
me: huh?!

I quickly go checked who was the caller.
I was too sleepy that i can't recognized th caller's voice.
But when i saw his name, i dont know how to react at all.

I did the dumbest thing on earth.
I said; Okay.
Then i hung up and went back to sleep.
LOLOLOL.

When i woke up later in the noon, i was hoping to see his text.
But guess what? My phone was switched off. LOL!

I was trying so hard to beat Zhijie's score that i spent th whole night playing my hp game and my batt went flat.


Gee. No text from him at all.
Did i scare him off? Or was he just playing a prank on me?
Why am i feeling this wayyyyyyyy. I need YKY!

KLB, you better call me soon, got so much to tell you.
ATJF, i wanna see you soon.


Okay, gonna go fb. BYE.


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Replies to tags;


Rebecca- You sure you want to eat what i cook? No regrets ah! LOL. Okay lor, try th lot1 first den you tell me fun anot. HAHA!

Guanquan- LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU. When are you gonna date me?!?!?!

Adeline- Alright, i will. Thanks ah. See you around. :D

Shiwei- HAHA. See when got next advertorial den i post interesting one la ok. HAHA!
So not gonna run with you all nxt week. HAHA!

Karen- You called once only! HAHA. Stop talking about whether he's good enough. He's not really happy with your words. HAHA. Just leave this problem alone. We know ourselves if he's good enough can already.

Naqiah- Er, can't remember your face but your name sounds familiar. HAHA!

Joyce- Miss ya! How's life?

Winnie- Haha, we'll make monday a day to remember for all of us. We'll have fun!!!
Omg, i cant wait. HAHA!

Abosolute end.

Okay, for those who've been asking what happened to me and Zhijie, this entry is for you.


Once upon a time, there lived a extremely hot lady called Elaine... HAHAHAHAHAHA!


Okay la, serious one.
Dont ask me anything after you read this anymore.
Cause this is the full stroy. Ok?

Here it goes;


We broke up a week ago, because he claims that i'm tying him down.
I always demand to meet him and he always doesnt have time for me.
I always say he doesnt care enoguh for me.
I always cry because of him.

He said he needed time. I said i'll give him time.
But i was too hurt, too shocked, and unable to accept th fact that he could give up our love we had for 8 months.
So i ended up pestering him everyday:

'Had your dinner?'

'Are you home yet?'

'Still outside?'

'Wanna meet later?'

'i'm bored.'

and the most irritating part(i can't believe i did that), so-not-elaine-style:

'i love you'

'i need you'

'i can't lose you'

'please dont leave me'


HAHAHAHA. I bet he was very very very irritated and felt that i was a nuisance because he only replied 4/10 times.

Until one night we decided to give our love 2 more months.
If things work out, we go on. If it doesnt, we'll be friends.

I was dumb enough to believe that he'll really want to work things out. He did not even try.
And that's when he confessed he doesnt have that feeling for me anymore.


At that every moment i was expecting tears, but no.
Hatred for him grew, and it was stronger than before.
I spent that night thinking about our love.

And i decided that i wanted to move on.
I dont wanna waste my time milking at this misery.
Life is way too short for sadness, i'd rather use the time to make the best out of myself.

There's no point carrying on when one party is trying so hard and yet th other just doesnt care.

There's plenty of girls for him outside which are way better than me. Since my boobs(HAHA), are too small and i'm so ugly in his eyes.

I was blinded by love. I fell too deep into love which was a bad bad bad bad bad mistake.
I dont know who to thank for the strength give to me, i managed to stand up, on my own.
In the past i always relied on my mum for helping me to move on after every breakups.


I still remembered that very day we broke, we met. I cried when i saw him.
You know that kind for 'so close yet so far' feeling?

But on firday(when i've already gotten over him), i saw him and i did not cry.
No love, no hatred, no nothing.
I dont know what i kind of feeling at that point of time, but i'm sure not even a teeny weeny part of my body wants him back.

I dont even want to try to save our love anymore.
It's not that i hate him for doing this to me, but i really dont wish to waste my time on someone who doesnt even care.
Its better off letting go and moving on to someone better than holding on to someone good who doesnt wants you back.
I've sorted my feelings out. I'm sure i did the right thing, for the present and the future.


Anyway, who blamed Zhijie for this? Why did he say 'everyone thinks its my fault'?
Too bad for you Zhijie, cause the one who cry will win the game. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
No la, i'm kidding.

Its just human nature that if two person are facing problems, the one that cries is the victim and the one that doesnt cry is the one at fault.

But it might be my fault after all, for being such a bad gf.
I've NEVER loved him tenderly. I slapped him, countless times.
I pinch him, i punch him, i bite him.
I always scold him even if its not his fault.

HAHAHA, i'm so mean. LOLOLOL.

Whatever it is, at one point of time he was my everything.
But now, the 8months would be left as memories.


And people, dont assume i'm not gonna talk to him anymore.
We promised that we could still be friends and listeners for one another.
So if you see me and him together outside, its not that we're together again.
It's just friends hanging out and catching up.


I know its hard for people to believe that i could get over love within days.
But i always like to compare people's ability with mine, and then tell myself i can do what they can do.

So i told myself, Zhijie can forget that 8months so quickly, so can i.
And i did, so proud of myself.
The only thing that's missing is a medal of recognition. HAHA!


The end.

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Okay, went town yesterday and WOWOWOWOWOW.
All good-looking guys are attached. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Oh ya, Ion Orchard is fantastic!!!
One stop destination for me during end-of-year sale.

and Orchard Central is beautiful!!!

Too bad we met quite late, didnt have time to explore the 2 bulidings.
We just glanced through the shops and headed to far east to get our stuffs.
HAHA.

Photos ahead. Overdue pictures included. HAHA.


Friday night. Was supposed to catch The hangover, but decided not to cause we're both emotionally troubled.



This is really 'sum part', we just wanted to haolian our bra strap. LOL!








Felt like ages since i've taken pictures of myself. HAHA.




Saturday at town.







So elated! A cute guy talked to me! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
Then he gave me twist. I twist back, he laughed. SO CUTE!
I'm so going to town on friday. I'm skipping school. HAHA!






YKY kept laughing at this. What?! I very funny meh? LOL.



After my hunk hunting, we sat down and took pictures.






Crazy alr. Cine is packed with hunks. But hunks are always attached to babes. ):






Wanted to haolian to her, my super chio jacket got zip zip can put things.





Her jacket, no, its blazer. Her's dont have zip zip, dont have pocket! HAHAHAHA!



We freaked 3 guys out. Cause its 1am and we're still hanging outside taking pictures.
The 3 guys thought we were taking pictures with ghost or what. HAHA!
They told us how to take pictures from perfect angle. LOL.






Dont know which day, we watched Transformers 2.
People missing: Bro, Zhijie and Zhixian.



Where got yiqian? LOLOLOL!




Alright, shall blog again soon.
I've so many days off from school. Maybe i'll even post everyday. HAHA!

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Replies to tags;

MeeSuaHead- HAHA. Ps la, i always forget. HAHA. Love you too!

Jer- HAHA. Okay, TC. TOLLYS!

Rebecca- Yeah! SENTOSA SENTOSA SENTOSA! Your stupid skyride. Lot1 have you dont want. HAHA!

Zhijie- Aiya, it doesnt matter who's the one at fault now. Its over.
What matters now is that we're still friends and keep secrets for one another.
And i'll take care, but you need care more. Dont smoke too much, you'll die soon. HAHA!

Shiwei- Dont wait la, i'm not gonna post alr. Super sian. LOL!
I know la, because of you i've to run also lor. But i run short distance only. No way i'm gonna run thill Shiqi house there with you all.