I'm so happy, yes i am.
We found PAUL CAMPBELL!
That's really great cause reb&kass are unavailable now.
So i guess i can...have all 5 to myself! HAHAHAHAHA!
Just kidding! Still in love with local guys.
Anyway before dinner, kass + me + reb had conference and we tried something fun!
No, not phone sex. HAHA!
Super cool, next time its my turn. HAHA!
Yes la, i finally bought almond powder.
Dad says daily consumption will make me look fairer.
Just spent quality time with my dad and it was really funny.
We talked about what if one day the world really ends and we're not ready to die.
Its really interesting cause that's life and there's really nothing we can do about it but just to accept the way it is.
Wouldn't it worse if you choose to fight against life?
Just imagine,
If its a tsunami and you manage to run to the highest building and you survive, good.
If its cyclone/tornado(are they the same?)/earthquake and you manage to hide somewhere safe and survive, good.
Okay, i've ran out of the world most terrible disasters. HAHA!
What i'm trying to say is that even if you fight against it and survive, everyone else around you dies.
Isn't it better that you die along with them rather than live your life alone?
Dont try to deny and oppose to my point of view la!
No one can really stand being alone lor. What's the point mann?
My purpose of life(i think everyone else's are the same): Live, play, eat, laugh, work, love, sleep, cry.
Tell me what can/will you live for?
What's the purpose of working if there isnt anything left for you to spent on?
Who will you play with when you're all alone?
Who will cook for you if one day you feel like lazing in the couch waiting for someone to serve you?
Who will make you laugh or laugh with you?
Who will cry with you or comfort you when you cry?
Who will cuddle you to sleep when you get lonely at night?
Will you be happy if you were leading a life like that?
If your answer is yes then you can die now. The world doesn't need you and since you don't care about being alone then i guess there's no purpose in your life.
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I guess i knew the agenda Dad has when he discussed this topic with me.
I just whined alot about how terrible life is, everytime.
Dad, school is tough.
Dad, i don't like the feeling of seeing an empty wallet, why is money so hard to earn?
Dad, my school has terrible teachers.
Dad, i don't think i'm smart enough to get where you want me to go.
Dad, love is such a waste of time.
And after what he've told me. I guess he wanted to tell me nothing is more terrible than living your life alone.
Although he doesn't deny the fact that life isn't easy, you know that you're not alone and there's always someone there for you because the world has not ended yet.
Tell me my Dad rocks and tell me i have grown to be a lady with such mature thinking and starting to appreciate life the way it is.
If you've failed in life, don't despair cause you can learn from your mistakes.
If you've failed in love, don't despair cause you can find new love again.
If you've failed in studies, don't despair cause you can study again, remember, there's no limit to how much you can learn.
And most importantly, it might not be easy, but don't forget you're not alone.
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Gonna be stuck at fb games for hours alr. Bye!
Replies to tags;
Guanquan- Haha. Actually N level is very easy to strive, so no need study also can pass. HAHA!
But the cert must nice nice mah, so study hard ah. I dont ask much from you la, triple A's ok? :D
Xiaohao- Yes, indeed. I missed you and the times we had together with everyone before. Was really shocked to see you tagging me but happy too! Dont end up in db again ok? I hope you're really a better person now. Meet up soon okay?
Wanzhen- Haha. Okay, i'll cheer up. You be happy with your life too! :D
Kass- Irritating lor. You souldnt be in that picture AT ALL.
Shiwei- Haha, you beg me then i consider lor! HEHEH!
You know who already la. Haiyo, he's really sweet but like bastard also lei. LOL!
Rebecca- Yeah! But can finally watch it, i guess. HAHA!
