Hetic!

Well hello yellow world.
I've been extremely busy.
As usual, its still school, boyfriend, tution, dad.

And the worst thing is i'm having my period. At a time like this, where i need to study like 12345678987654321hours a day cause mid year exam is just (OMG!) 2 weeks away. How great can things get?!

Well, anyway before i forgot. I finally got my guess walllet.
It was definitely a absolute bargain! I need to haolian. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I've been smiling once i got my hands on it and Zhenghao kept teasing me. But i'm really really really really happy. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D


Feb is coming to an end and finally a whole new month awaits me.
I still dont know what it has ahead for me, but i'm sure i'm geared up for it, ready to go!
HAHAHA.

I apologise if this entry bore you, but i've got nothing interesting to post recently. Maybe tonight i'll dream a wonderful dream and share with you guys tomorrow. Nice? HAHA.


Will be on fb. Bye~

Replies to tags;

Rebecca- NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO. Jacob was supposed to be with Bella.
I dont know wht the author made that incredibly huge mistake.

Winnie- Yeah sure! I wanna catch he's just not that into you, marely and me
and role models! You choose one and we can head down to the cinemas! :D

iPod touch is my friend.

Hey world!
I might be making numerous mistakes here cause I'm updating using iPod touch.
Like so cool huh, I've got fat finger diease so I took like ten mins just to publish this entry.

HAHA!

Anyway, school had been fine so far.
I think i seriously is a genius, I manage to fail my chem test 1.
Lol. Dont ask me why, I am equally puzzled. But I guess its alright though, its only the first test. Ha.

I've got interesting things to post about,(mostly on sex, ha!) but its kinda hard for me now, I still feel forgien towards iPod touch.
So I leave it till i can use the freaking com ok? I know you guys are horny already, especially kangqi&kaiying, forever interested in this topic.
HAHA!

Okok, nidda go now, I'll reply tags in next entry!
Bye!

Lethargic~

I know its been long since i've updated.
I've been quite busy lately.
School, boyfriend, dad, tuition.
I dont even have time to visit my granny! Must definitely visit her next week.

Anyway, nothing much happening in my life, just that i met up with yimiao ytd for melvin's bday party. We gossipped, told each other stories and even laughed at dustbin. LOL.
It's really nice to meet her up and rewind back to good old days when its me, xingru and her. HAHA.

I'll try to update often but no promises ok.

Enjoy.

Pictures during La Ca Sa's BBQ on fri:

Zaim so poor thing, he's injured(again) on the other foot someomore. HAHA!

Replies to tags;


Isabella- But now i'm not!

Rebecca- HAHA! Edward is not really a bastard but bella is certainly a slut. Why can't she think properly and love jacob?!

Chuhui- I've got more left, you want?

Mizah- Thanks for it! :D

Winnie- OKOK, shall contact you again.

Shiwei- Ok lei, still bearable what.

Endless.

Hello yellow.

Its getting pretty boring in life when i dont have anything i can look forward to.
Dont mention vday. Cause i think i'll spend it like any other day.

I mean, what more can i do on a day like this? Buy my boyfriend a Lamborghini? Now, that's more like vday. But sadly i can only afford the mini version of it. Ha!
And its not like my boyfriend is gonna buy me a ring with humongous diamond on it. He'll surely tell me something like the diamond's gonna drop cause i'm so gentle..NOT. HAHA.


Oh and while i'm at the topic and before i forget, i decided to do a i-dont-know-how-to-describe mini bites for vday. Yes, its my final decision.

I've bought the ingredients just now with dad, and he doubted my skills. Ok..I burned our dinner once and was this close to setting his house on fire, but its not gonna happen this time cause i selected a pretty simple one.
I know you guys will take immense courage to take the first bite cause you've heard how terrible things comes out from me.

But fret not cause (i think) my mum will be guiding me with the steps ensuring nothing will go wrong. HAHA!

Anyway. A burning question in mind:

-What does attached girls buy for their boyfriends during vday and vice versa?

Karen and i brainstormed and we came out with many crazy-ass ideas.

Oh anyway, Karen is so lucky to get herself a rich and sweet boyfriend who is bringing her to sg flyer on vday and then dine in a fine restuarant after that.
I wanted her to share her boyfriend with me so much and she got irritated then shouted at me so loud that i had to hold the phone 50m away from me. HAHA! Digressing.

I wouldnt elaborate every single detail about our ideas cause they sound so sick. And Karen is an extreme sex maniac. HAHA!

I got reminded of what Danny said; Guys experience hell when they accompany their girlfriends to shopping.


IMAGINE this scene;

Lady walks in a store and select two dress, black and white, off the rack.
She compares both dresses on her to determine which is nicer. Unable to make a choice, she asks her boyfriend:

Baby, which one do you think looks nicer on me? The black or the white one?
Boyfriend replies: I think the black one, cause it can make you slimmer.
Girlfriend: You mean i look fat in the white one?
Boyfriend: No, dont get the wrong idea. You look fabulous in the white one.
Girlfriend: So, i look fabulous in th white one, not the black one?
Boyfriend: No baby, both are great.
Girlfriend: Both are great? Hmmmm, but which is better?

Boyfriend, if you are smart enough, proceed to the counter and pay for both dresses instead of giving her comments she'll never take into consideration. HAHA.

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Oh, i've got handful of fb request these days, i dont know why. Its like suddenly everyone throws friendster away and run towards fb. YEAH!

I told you guys, like a year ago that fb is so much more interesting than friendster. Its not too late, you can be a sua-gu and join fb now, explore for few weeks den use the applications like pro after months! HAHA.


Ok, nidda prepare tmr's stuff and pack my room neatly. HAHA!
Bye! I rocks.

Replies to tags;

Shiwei- HAHA! Sore eyes are gone. They loved me so much, but still had to leave. HA!

Isabella- NOT NOT NOT!

Rebecca- No, is edward bastard. And Bella's a slut to go back to him. How can she betray Jacob's loving heart?!

Guanquan- Okok, asap yeah?

Winnie- HAHA! Let's see, a simple one. What's K? And What's Fe? HAHA!
Oh and, i'm most probably going on sat. Will text you again.

Reminisce.

Hey world.
I am so happy because i got more angbao money than Jordon that piece of shit.
Wahahahahaha.


Dad woke me up at freaking 10am to check my eyes(I've got infection, god knows why.) and demanded me to be at the doc's.

Damn, i thought i was having a wonderful dream and my dad just had to be inside it. WHY?!
And its not the first time already! Can God do more justice to my dream? Cause in reality my dad is already a monster, i cant even be spared in my dream. Is there no justice in this world?
HAHA, this is crap.

And in the end the doc was not even open for the day. Just kill me, totally. My sleep!!! My dream!!!!

SO we decided to make our way to lil aunt's house at woodlands but lil cousins were not at home so i asked dad to drop me at Jordon's place which i think would be filled with more fun.


As usual, his younger sister stuck to me like a plauge and cried when Jordon refused to let her into the room with us. Her mother leashed out her secret weapon to stop her from throwing tantrums.
I was laughing so hard! Just imagine, 1 min she was shouting and screaming like a spoilt brat, and the other moment she saw the clothe hanger she kept her mouth shut and bit her lips. HAHA!

It felt so nice to tell someone everything and all he does is listen. Cause sometimes when you need to pour your feelings out to someone, they dont actually listen, they argue with you which actually defeats the purpose of the heart-to-heart thing.

And the best thing is i can trust Jordon cause everything i told him and everyone involved in what i've said to him was not related to him. In other words, he'll keep it to himself cause there's no one he can talk to about this cause he doesnt know anyone.

Thanks alot shit! For that 30 mins i think you were an angel. The rest of the time you were (insert your own word here).

I'm sad i cant stay for dinner, his dad whipped up italian meal. But dad called and said i must go home. I told you there was no justice in this world. Now you believe me? Urgh.

But whatever la. I've got more angbao money than Jordon and that's already enough to suppress my unhappiness. And he's so mad at his mum cause his mum only gave him $20, but gave me $30. Plus his granny was there so i got extra 4bucks. HAHA.


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I've been brainstorming what to do for my ladies and those friends who are close to me for vday.
Initially i thought of baking cookies(I'm serious!), my first attempt by myself for them lei! So i borrowed recipe book from library and after flipping through all the pages, i havent got a recipe. The reason? All of them were highly challenging.

I decided that going back to what i did every year, buy some chocs and sweets and pack them nicely to give them away. It would be gazillion times better cause i reckon no one wanna eat a recipe-gone-wrong cookie on vday. LOLOLOL.


Oh yeah. A hectic week ahead. So if i die dont be surprised. I've got a bad omen that this coming week is gonna be a long one. Like 52 hours a day, 17 days week.(Dont ask me why 52 hours or 17 days. I dont know why too.)



Ok, i need to study for my chem test tomorrow.
Bye!
Oh, i'll reply tags tmr ok?

Nuffnang's.

Have you ever wondered what will you do to find out if your crush is into you?
I've never thought of it, EVER!


But i guess if i really desperately need to know, then of course I'll come up with...millions of plans so in case plan A fails, i have plan B..you know that kinda thing.
HAHA.


SO, what's the plan?

I'm so dumb(that's what everyone around me says), I'm afraid that i might just screw up my plan. HAHA.


But i guess my intellectual level is at least average, i might come up with plans that your grandmother can't even think of. Wahahahahaha.
Ok, i know i'm digressing. I'm supposed to say what i would do to find out if my crush is into me.


I'll search for my crush's personal web page(friendster, fb, blogs etc.) and check on it like 2-3 times a week? From there I'll see what type of people he loves to mix around with and how is he like so i can communicate better with him.


And after that I'll gather immense courage to go up and start a conversation with him, preferably a topic that he likes, which I'll know cause i stalked his personal web page. HAHA.


Then after I've had that conversation, check his personal web page to see if he did mention me or not. If he did not, i wont despair cause I'll be like a hyper active virus running around to his friends and ask if he talks about me during their conversation.



If they say yes, then I'll know i left a good impression and proceed to higher level, er, play abit hard-to-get like pretend i didn't see him when i did, and waits for him to come over and start a conversation with me.

And not to forget to take note trivial things like whether his ears will turn red or twist his fingers in circles or look away from my eyes to support the fact that he IS into me.


But that's only plan A.
Let's hear of Plan B:


I'll most probably check out magazines, cause they always give tips and advices on things like that, and gives you a sure-can-know-whether-got-chance-anot plan.



And what do magazine usually says?
Its says that we must first know who his/her closest buddy is, then proceed to be on good terms with them and squeeze every single detail outta them about your crush and when the time is ripe, they'll help you ask to see if your crush is into you.

I know this kind of things don't really work, but I'm a risk-taker and if you never ever try, you'll never ever get to see if you'll succeed or not.


And if all else fails, there's not a need for Plan C.
I know you must be wondering why.


That's simple. Having done so many things, i guess my crush has already gotten the hint that I'm into him and will response to it.


If he's into me, he'll come and flirt with me.(That's what guys usually do don't they?)
If he's not, he'll run away from me or put it in better words, avoid seeing me.




Of course, the saddest thing is to learn that you've put it so much and all you get back is them(crush's friends) teasing:


He's just not that into you.




So, catch He's just not that into you in cinemas on 19th Feb!

Alive and kicking.

I'm so mad i dont know what i did, my whole entry just disappeared right infront of me.
Ass. I spent like 30mins typing it? And fuck, it just gone away within a split second.

Urgh.
Obviously i'm not gonna type every single word out again, only main point, MY DAD IS STIL ALIVE AND KICKING.

My previous entry is just a story inspired by trainers from Adam Khoo's company.
And its not Adam Khoo who came over my school, its trainers. Rebecca, are you satisfied? LOLOLOL.

And, i'm not gonna post lots of photos but i need to show you how dumb Zhijie can get. He and his usual antics to make me laugh. (Yes, i'm gonna humiliate him, again.)



Its much better when he smiles right?
You'll see what he do before this when you scroll down.




This was the first picture and i was like scolding him and forcing him to smile when he didnt smile, cause you see this face! Like i torture him den force him to take this with me. when i didnt



SO he did this:

HAHA.

And here's two with Alicia wong Shi qi.

I'm sorry there's none with you kaiying. Cause the sight of your face simply turns me off. HAHA, just kidding. Next entry ok? :D


And baobei, if you see this, bear this in mind;
Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.


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So, i think i need to study for my chem test cause i'm like a distinction student ok. I seriously need an A1 for this test cause i barely passed my physics test this time

Let me explain why

Physics and chemistry test falls on th same day. Physics was the 1st two period of the day and after that is 2 periods of Chemistry which means i cant revise in school in the morning.

Physics is testing on waves.
Chemistry is testing on entire sec4 'N' level chapter + mole calculations.

I decided that getting a bad grade for Chemistry would be worse than Physics cause Ms Kom told me she's expecting A from me and i dont want her to shout in my face again so i threw physics textbook aside and studied Chemistry religiously

And guess what? How nice of Ms Kom to actually cancel her test cause she needs to be hospitalised and you wouldnt imagine how much i wanted to kill myself at that very moment.

Now i truly comprehend what Danny always said:
Choices have consequences.
HAHA


Okok, i'm going to fb for some fun.

Bye~

Replies to tags;

Rebecca- Noooo. Edward sucks i tell you. He left bella and when bella is
happily with jacob he made bella go back to him.

Isabella- No, its longer is!

Shiwei- HAHA. Yeah, cause i dont need to say, you guys can feel it one.
:D

I'm back!

Hey world, i'm back! Wahahaha.

I've been so lost for these few weeks, now i finally found myself and managed to keep up the same pace as my fellow classmates academically. I think i'm a smart ass, considering the 2 weeks of school i've skipped and i can still 'ketchup' with them.

SO anyway, Adam Khoo came over my school for motivation workshop few days back and i think its really meaningful. I can imagine Kangqi's reaction upon seeing this. HA!

But what really had me thinking and really knock me in to senses is that they made/forced us to recall how we've taken our parents for granted and the way we treated them with zero respect.



I really can't bring myself to imagine that one day i wanted to scold my dad again for cleaning up my room for no reason causing me to search high and low for a pathetic lotion then i realised he was not at home.

I glanced at the clock and it showed 11pm. I then thought to myself that dad was usually home by 10pm. I walked over to the phone to ring my dad and the phone rang just when i wanted to dial dad's handphone.

It was the hospital. Dad met with a fatal accident and is seriously injured.

Of course i rushed down and saw him lying on the bed, with tubes stucking out from his nose, his mouth and hand. I broke down upon the sight and begged him to stay, i begged him not to leave me alone, i beg him not to be strong, i beg him not to DIE.

All he did was wipe my tears away and cupped my face with his wrinkled hands i've never noticed before because i was always constantly pushing him away and keeping a distance just because i thought he was irritating.

Suddenly a pang of regret shot through me and flowed through every part of my body withtin the speed of light.
I regretted not making him proud by getting good grades, i regretted not being there for him when he was alone at home, i regretted not eating at the same table with him during meals because i thought chatting on msn with friends was more important, i regretted scolding him for cleaning my room without my consent and i regretted chiding him for misplacing my stuffs everytime he packed my room.

"Its ok my child, its ok." He said in soft, weak voice.

"I'm sorry dad, i apologise for everytime i've done to make you feel sad, and i apologise for things i've never done to make you feel proud or happy." I cried out.

"Its alright darling, daddy loves you." He comforted me.

"No dad, NO! Its definetly not alright! Please dont die, dont leave me! Please..."

Somehow my dad felt that its time he should go, his hand that was cupping my cheek fell to the side of the bed and his face that i saw this time was fatigue, lost and lonely instead of what i always thought i saw, irrtating, annoying and demanding.

Now that i've realised and saw the whole picture, it was too late. Dad wouldnt be back, thing i've done to him when he was alive couldnt be undone.
Dad's love required nothing in return, which i believe, is the gratest love of all.

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Ok, you're suppsoed to be crying now, or at least feel what i'm trying to put across and start treating your parents in a nicer way cause i reckon you wouldnt want to treaure your parents only when they are at the brink of death ya?

Ok, let me digress. I am a genius. Wahahahaha.
Jerald Lie Yan what(i forgot the last name), the main point is he is an interim chemistry teacher of mine who loves me very very much because he keeps dating me out everyday right after school. Date with him is extremely boring cause we spent every second discussing on chemical calculations. You tell me boring anot? Where got guys bring their date outside conference room to do calculations?! HAHA!
And the reason why i am a genius is because...


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...I SAY SO.
Haha!


I'm gonna do more practise on chemical calculation cause Jerald just text me to arrange another date tomorrow to show him i truly comprehend every steps.
SO, bye!

Please miss me even if you dont feel like to. You HAVE to.
Wahahahaha.

Replies to tags;

Rebecca- I think Edward sucks. Jacob is so much cooler, and...blacker. HAHA!

Cheryl- Yes, i'll link you asap!

Shiwei- I really give you chance la, cause i'm kind, loving, caring etc.

Winnie- Yeah i'm back!

Isabella- Its no longer dead! HAHA.

Rushing!

I'm sorry world.
Things rushes so much when after i came back and i havent really got the time to sit down and post entries.
SO i sincerely apologise ok.

I will be back!
Say, tomorrow?
HAHA.

Till then!
Tags will be replied in next entry.
LOVES!