Super long post, read till you sleep.

Hello yellow.

I just came back from studying with a bunch of great people.
SHITwei, Reb, Seafood, Jonathan&Ziyang. Much fun.

Kinda left Reb alone memorising the Venice's essays all alone. Sorry baby!
All of us were too concentrated on learning Cuban Missile Crisis.

Anyway, you guys know about the offer at Old Chang Kee?
If you're wearing your school uniform, you get 20cents discount off. If not, just flash your EZ-Link and you'll get that 20cents off too.

Apparently Jonathan didnt know about that.
This was what happened.

Siewyu text him: 'Buy shaker fries for me and ock's chicken wing, the student one.'
And the next moment? Jonathan called and asked me what the fuck is she talking about.
'What student one? The chicken wing what school?'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
In the end they came empty-handed, claiming Jianliang would come afterwards but did not.
Even forgot to buy gummy bear for tommorow's lesson.

EL's oral tomorrow. No i dont need luck, i dont need miracles.
I can solely depend on my ability to obtain the distinction i deserve.

Speaking about results,
I've gotten all my results back!


Apparently, i didn't scored that bad for my C.Humans.
Instead of getting what i expected(C5/6), i got an A2.
Well done Elaine! What got me whining was that i was short of 2 marks to my A1.
Fuck anot you tell me?!?!


Okay, i am very very very very PROUD of myself!
I managed to get B4 for my O lvl Chinese. Miracles? Yes, i do believe in them now!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Happy is not really the exact word to describe how i feel, but rather shocked.

Seriously, i've NEVER passed a single test/exam in sec 5 for my chinese. The only time i passed was when i peeked at Shiwei's or Kaiying's paper.

Many had tried to persuade me to re-take, just to try my luck to see if i can get better results.

But being what i always am, stubborn, i refused.

Dad was also trying to get me to try again until he saw how much i dread chinese, he said:
'If you really think you are satisfied with your result, you can choose not to re-take, but promise that you can get better grades for other subjects.'



Yes dad, i will. I will make you proud. I will make the best of my ability.
I can do it, cause i am strong, i've always been strong.


I wont fall again, i will become stronger and focus on my top priority in life.
Its very clear now what i want in life.
Heh, sometimes i  find that i am way too mature for my age.


I plan for EVERYTHING. Sometimes it gets really stressful when life has full of shitty peoples who are out there to make you fall.

Like what dad said, 'burn people to light up your future, rather than wait for people to burn you'(Extremely bad english, directly translated.)
Its very evil, i know.


But life's like that; Either you hurt people, or they hurt you.
But one thing to bear in mind: 'Never bite the hands that feeds you'


Whatever it is, i'm grateful to have a guy loving me and supporting me in every decision i've made.


He knows that he can't change my mind once i've made a decision.
He knows that my decision is wrong but doesn't bother to change my mind,
Because he knows i'll only learn from my mistakes only when i fail.
He knows my future would be gone if i keep making the wrong decision and failing.
But he also knows that he'll be there for me through it all, picking me up when i fall.


Sigh.
I suddenly missed my bro. He've not been back for a week cause he's out on field camp.

Last Saturday, i went home around 12.45am and it was raining at Yewtee.
Dad&Mum was already asleep, even if they were not, i wouldn't want them to walk over just to pass me a umbrella.

I suddenly thought of how my bro would definitely bring a brolly over for me because he wouldn't want me to be drenched and get sick

Yes, although my bro always says shitty&useless things, he actually cares alot for the people around him.

I ended up running in the rain, makeup smudged. Went up to Kang's place to borrow brolly then made it safely back home. It was the Hungry Ghost Festival, and it was bloody hell midnight!
Tell me i'm brave. HAHA~


Speaking about Saturday, i had great fun.

First, i went to granny's place.
Thank god baby was sleeping, if not she'd start pestering me about Zhijie again.
Ate some good food and massaged my granny's injured arm before leaving.
Just before i thought i was safe, my granny asked me why Zhijie didn't come up so long, and asked what is he doing that kept him so busy.

I just fabricated a lie and quickly went off before she start talking about how i should bring Zhijie up more
often. Like Zhijie is their GOD?
Irriate me much.



Head over to fep to meet MeeSuaHead, Kangqi&Reb for dinner. Kass came after her war. HAHA!

Then met Benjamin and Jasper at KFC.

Decided to head over to cine to watch 'The proposal'. But as expected, time slots full, so we went for few rounds of pool instead.

Then Ziyang, Jonathan &his gf(i know her name! But i dont know how to spell it.), came over to meet us.
Were supposed to meet together again at cuppage, but i didnt know what exactly happened, they went home.
LOL.

Found a place to chill at Plaza Sing, we shared our laughters.
Benjamin = full of craps.
Kass = Ahlian.
Too bad my cute duaghter wasnt in her best mood, we couldnt really have fun.

There'll be a next time baby! Cause Yiqian needs to go her Orchard ION and i promised her to go togehter.
I'm sucha nice person. WOOHOOHOOHOO.

Oh ya, King Albert Park has tons of hunks. Went there to study with Ziyang&all on sunday and i'm so pleased with what i saw! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I never thought i could study with Jonathan around, but i did it! We mugged for like, 5 hours before we surrendered. Both guys were having lung theraphy every hour. Hope they dont die soon.

Ziyang got me 'nerds', the sweet from Cold storage. :D :D :D :D :D
Kinda pathethic, we shared a bottle of 8.4% vodka. Didnt really damage our body much, i swear!
Cause we had Chicken GIngseng after that. HAHAHAHAHA.

Chinese down, i've only math&chem to tackle now.
63 days left. We can do it, smarty pants.


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No matter what you say, i wont change my mind.
Its either you wait, or you go.
Stop saying i've got other guys dating me out so i dont have time for you.
1st, i'm not your bloody gf.
2nd, i'm enjoying my life just as fine.
3rd, i dont like ppl bombarding me texts and call to find out where i am and what i'm doing.

I'm trying not to be mean, its really gonna be the last straw.
NO I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH MY EX ANYMORE AND NO I DO NOT HAVE ALOT OF GUYS WOOING ME.

And for the another one, i hope you know who you are, 
Go fuck your mother, dont come around and fuck my life.

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Replies to tags;

Rebecca- You dont know who is wo de boyfriend? LOL. Junjie la. HAHAHAHA.
*Shy~  Another Part-time one. I got 2 part time bf, so i'm like full-time attached. LOLOLOL!
No worries baby, it'll always be there for you! I know you've not really poured all your feelings that you've bottled over these years, maybe you still feel uncomfortable talking to us about it. But if at anytime you wanna tell us, we're just a phone call away. LOVER YOU~

Shiwei- Havent tell you full story about that guy yet lei. HAHA.
Relax la, those who have eyes can see who's good and who's not.

Guanquan- Its easy la, i close two eye also can get. LOLOLOL!
Joking  la, okay, at least 1 A ok?

Kass- Ya laaaaaaa! See la, till now still havent complete! LOL.

Zhenghao- Super busy. HAHA. Give me 2 more months den i can hang out like how i always do.