Seriously.

The day i broke your heart, it's more than i could take.

Now you made me do it again, and the blame is on me.
It's not that i wanna tear you down to build myself up.
Not that i took you for granted.
Not that i looked for you only when i've got nothing to do.
Not that i didnt care for you.
Not that i dont wanna be your buddy no more.

It's just a misunderstanding you refuse to let me explain.
A small misunderstanding that you insist its all my fault.
You didnt realise how much it hurts me so to hear you cry. The more you wouldnt realise how much it hurts when i have to hide my cries behind the phone.

And i know you would come here, you come here everytime. I know.
Now you'll get the full picture. Now you'll realise how it might not always be me, sometimes the fault just lies with you.

Maybe the love we had for each other is different, what you did is totally beyond me.
I understood everything you've done. Your every little effort was appreciated.

Sometime you gives me the strenght to move on when i didnt have enough,
most of th times you made me happy when i'm not,
and everytime you were there for me when i'm in the worst day of my life.

True enough, i was afraid of losing you. I lie in bed and think about what i'll do if i ain't got you.
I might not have someone who always argue with my philosophy of life that is always so different from others, i might not have someone who constantly ask me out when he know the chances are only 0.5 out of 100, i might not have someone who will listen attentively when i need to pour my heart out to.


When i talk to my friends about you, you always sounds too good to be true. But i know its true. You'e good. You're nice. You're my buddy. Nothing is gonna change it unless you choose to give up on this.


For all th mean words i've said, i apologised.
I will do whatever i can to redeem my mistakes but i need you to accept my apology and i demand an apology too. Your remarks wasn't as mean as mine but it was really insulting.

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I said i hate promises cause it's only a temporarily pact to achieve what you want.
Remember what you did to prove me wrong and forced me to believe your promise?
Now, has your promise really became a promise or is it broken?
No one knows the exact answer except for you.