Okay.
Here's th BIG BIG secret.
Ready? Here we go~




Elaine rocks.
The end.
Thank you for your kind attention!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hahahaha.


I was tortured by maths th whole afternoon.
Can you imagine tht?
Just me, myself&I alone in my neat neat bedroom doing maths.

Maths is so evil, it can make you pull every strand of your hair&you will get super duper irritated when you dont understand th solution/dont get th right answer.

So, Elaine rocks, Maths sucks.
:D

Chinese paper tml, i lost my file, or is it at school locker?
I din study for th format.
Dont wish me good luck, wish tht a miracle will happen.
LOL.



I love SHUAI SHUAI!

Replies to tag:

Source based questions- Actually i wan relink, but you say me fat hope.
Den you also fat hope la! I wont relink you!

Kass- haha! STM!

Corinne- Okok! Thanks babe! :D

Chuchuhui- Okok! :D

Hello hello hello!
:DDDDDDDDDD

First paper was ytd.
Kinda easy? Except for free writing, i only responded to one.
I mean, we could only write one but normally i would choose but this time i only understood one of th question, which is;
Write about a time when your friend asked you to hold on to a wallet&later on you found out tht th wallet is stolen property.

Its damn easy right? Haha.
Paper2 was quite easy too! Million thanks to Ms Seah because she prepared us well! :D
I did th tell-your-mind-you-love-th-feeling-of-winning thing before attempting th questions.
I think it worked. No butterflies in my stomach at all.
God, i love Ms Seah! :DDDD

Insomnia kicked in ytd. Th cause of it should be countless night of Maths revision.
I was lying in bed ytd, trying to sleep. But i suddenly felt tht my thighs were sweaty in tht position so i had to shift it.
When my thighs are okay, locks of hair fall on my forehead&i cant stand th weight of them on my brow, so i had to brush them aside.
Den when my hair is okay, my toes get cramped&i have to crack them.
Den when my toes are okay, i get an itch on my back&i have to scratch it. &it just goes on&on.

So i lay on my bed, 100% awake, wondering how stupid it is to be wide awake in my room waiting for tht damn sun to rise so i could start my day. Why cant i start my day when th sky is still dark?

I'm trying hard to study. &improve alot for my mid-yr.
Reason?
Because there is Parent-teacher conference! I dont want Ms Koh/Mr Azman to tell my dad tht i flunked th most essential subject to get into poly&how badly i did for two terms.
I want them to say;
Although Elaine talks alot in class, but she improved alot compared to her atrocious result last term! Look at her maths, it have shot up to 30marks, she's getting a hang of it. She's a girl with great determination. She will succeed in life.

Den my dad will be sooo delighted&say: Meimei, you've done me proud! What do you want?
Den i will flood my wardrobe with lots&lots of clothes, re-stock my make-ups, eat premium sushi every single day.

Can you imagine life like tht? I think its nicer than heaven.
Start envying. :DDD

Okay, enough crapping.
Back to maths now.
Oh ya, i wont be updating often.
But come back tml, im gg to tell all of you a big big secret!
:DDDDDDDDDD

Replies to tag;

Jervis- I also dont want to be a Libra! Guess it'll be better if we stick to th old one.

Chuhui- Okok! &Things are fine between you&Jasmine?

Kass- You said i love you to me ma! Den i was like, damn cheesy! Den you ???
LOL.

Source based question- What are you implying? Go eat shit&die man. I wont relink you.
:P

Passerby- Its called 'im only me when im with you' by taylor swift. Go check out sll her songs, its awesome! :D

Jocelyn- Ok, but kns mannn, i cant access to your blog. &I need your phone badly cause i want to send songs!

School was fine all th way until Chem lesson.
Ms Kom shouted in my face!
Cause she gave us some papers from other school.
I failed it.
She walked past, saw my marks&shouted:
Fail again!
I thot it was over, den she continued:
You were my top student last year&now you're giving me this kind of results?
Good la!
Okay, scary. LOL.

Went to bpp to have subway. Asked Winnie out. So long din see her alr ma.
:DDDDDDDD

I ate a footlong. Woohoo.
I saved one six-inch for tml breakfast.
:D

Grayson today asked me.
How are things between you&th guy?
Den i was like suddenly everything just flashbacked.
I kept quiet. But he was so determined to know so i had to tell him.
Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind.
Everything is over, i'm moving on.

Yes! Elaine rock!

Btw, I dreamt abt Mas selemat.
He came over to my house. He turned out to be triper's uncle.
Den i woke up from my dream, i asked my bro what he want for dinner, he said: not gg out, Mas selamat coming over.
I was like, wtf?
Everything happened like my dream den i realized i woke up in my dreams.
I really woke up&saw my father eating.
Haha. Everything is normal.
Weird dream, sometimes you just cant control who turns out in your dreams&what they do right? But th heartbeat, th anxiousness is th same mannn. Totally.

Great, everyone enjoying their lives, like Mas selamat had never escaped.
LOL.

Replies to tag;

TohtohSOURCE BASED QUESTIONS-
Haha! Finished th ants alr. :D

Yimiao- Okok! Rmb after mid-yr, outing with me, xingru&you! :D

Chuchuhui- Wahlau, typo la! GRRR.

Jocelyn- Asap yeah? :D

Ok. I know you all missed me!
Wahahahahaha.

I miss my blog too.
Was too busy studying for mid-year.
Dont rub your eyes, i'm really studying! LOL.
You know what wanzhen told me?
Elaine, dont study lei, very scary. Why you suddenly study?
LOL! I'm gg to pass my math!

Just now was studying too.
Reb&tohtoh came over.
Damn tohtoh was late! GRR.

Anw, some really interesting stuff to share!

There are not too many people who are aware that there is a 13th symbol in the Zodiac that for the most part has been overlooked. There are many reasons for this, but it would be novel in size trying to explain everything.

For the most part, Ophiuchus has been left out for two main reasons.
(1) Because of our modern calendar (12 months, 12 signs) and
(2) Because people like the Zodiac the way it is and it would be extremely costly to change how it is now.
As usual, it's mostly due to the money.

So here, Ophiuchus the Serpent Bearer. The 13th horpscope.
Check whether thr's a change in your horoscope!

Constellation Name	Astrologer's Date as to the Horoscope Signs	Modern astronomer's actual date the sun is in the real astronomical constellations of the zodiac
Capricornus	Dec. 22-Jan. 19	Jan. 19-Feb. 15
Sagitarrius	Nov. 22-Dec. 21	Dec. 18-Jan. 18
Ophiuchus	N/A	Nov. 30-Dec. 17
Scorpius	Oct. 23-Nov. 21	Nov. 23-Nov. 29
Libra	Sep. 23-Oct. 22	Oct. 31-Nov. 22
Virgo	Aug. 23-Sep. 22	Sep. 16-Oct. 30
Leo	July 23-Aug. 22	Aug. 10-Sep. 15
Cancer	June 21-July 22	July 21-Aug. 9
Gemini	May 21-June 20	June 20-July 20
Taurus	Apr. 20-May 20	May 14-June 19
Aries	Mar. 21-Apr. 19	Apr. 19-May 13
Pisces	Feb. 19-Mar. 20	Mar. 12- Apr. 18
Aquarius	Jan. 20-Feb. 18	Feb. 16-Mar. 11

I really wanna blog more. But i'm really really tired.
Update again after few days ok? Promise! :DD

Replies to tag;

Chuhui- Ya! Prat esp for my math! :D

Kass- ?????

JunLe- Because i'm damn fit ma! Haha! Btw, you should have seen Kin Pong's toe when he removed th bandage. So damn cool. Th whole nail is yellowish, like mushroom will grow out from it anytime. LOL! &&& th whole nail sinks into his skin! AWWW~ But its damn interesting. LOL.

Jer- Yeah! Cheer up. I'm welcoming th new Jervis! Hi NEW jervis, I;m OH(old) elaine!
LOL! Yeah, eveything just pour it out to me yeah? LOVES.

Rebecca- Cause you sucks&i rocks. :DDD

Shiwei- I dont need luck for mid-yr. I need miracle. LOL.

Passerby- Its called 'i'm only me when im with you' :D

Kangqi- HAHA! Ok, relinked! :D

Joyce- Ok. Done. Call me soon! After my mid-yr ok?

Rejoice!
A week full of surprises(?)&more relaxing than any other week.
Today is th last day i have to report to Mr Chan! Yes la! I dont need to stand in front of whole school disgracing myself anymore! I can finally stand down for my CCA!

5 big things i'd like to share!

Firstly, i failed my Chinese test. Its expected la, but i really did try my best! I spotted some mistakes&got really irritated. If only i was more careful, i wont make tht mistake&i wont fail, making MsTeh disappointed in me!
I pledge tht i wil work hard for mye&get at least 55!
Kangqi, we work hard tgt alrights? :DDD

Secondly, i'm satisfied with my NAPFA 2.4km&5 items! :D
Idk my timing for 2.4km, but i'm certain its below 15mins. :D

Sit up- 42.
Standing broad jump- 180. I missed 2cm! If nt i could get an A. GRR.
Shuttle run- 11.3s. Its not tht bad lor, its an A!
Inclined pull up- 19. Kns! I tried super duper hard to pull for 20, but my arms refused to do so. ):
Sit&reach- 36. This sucks big time.

Thirdly, i passed my Chinese oral despite not showing basic manners to th invigilator&telling him craps. LOL!

Fourthly, Karen&i are back to th way we were before. Ha! Made a pact not to let guys get between us anymore. I'll kill her if she force me to do things again!

Fifthly, i'm happy everything is going back to th way they were before! I'm a happy girl now-i'm always one. I'm happier i should say. :DDDDDD


MrKhor sucks today. He went to th wrong class&still laughed to himself. Jervis described his actions as; SICK. LOL.

English was total madness. Shiwei sucks mannnn! She knew how to do th close passage, but dont activate her brain cells to think hard enough!
Patrick, KinPong, SiewYu, Shiwei&me were talking abt FOOD.
KinPong damn gay. Patrick&I were like,
I ate cat, he ate dog.
I ate turtle, he ate wild boar.
I ate bee hives, he ate squirrels.
SiewYu&Shiwei was listening but KinPong was like; EEEWWWWW~
LOL(?)
Btw, KinPong toe is dead. I mean, he operated on both his toe. I felt so bad making fun of it. But its true mannnnn! Plus, i'm really interested to know what happened to his toe before&what will grow out of it in th future. LOL!
Everyone thinks its disgusting. Maybe they should change their perspective of it.
Its interesting. Its th way of life. :D

Emaths was slackkkkkk. Yiqian was telling sarcastically to MrTham; You think you like tht very cute ah?
MrTham; I know i'm cute, you dont need to say it out.
WTF? LOL.
I was playing quadra pop on Kangqi's phone&too engrossed with it tht i dont notice him walking towards me. He placed both hands on my desk&asked; This game very fun right?
LOL. I was startled!

Essay again during ss. Going to die soon. Dont despair when im gone.
LOL.

Chem test was alright for th MCQ section. I totally missed all questions for last section! I think i'm only going to get 3marks for sectionB.
Everyone, stop reading.
This will only take 1min of your time.
Close your eyes, pray for me;

I pray tht ELAINE will pass her chemistry test. She doesnt need a distinction this time. A pass would be enough. Thank you, AMEN.

Awards night later, where Shiwei will be getting her award, i'll be thr jeering at her. LOL!
No laaa. I'll be cheering th loudest!
Night classes with MrTan. Idk how it'll turn out to be like. Shall update as soon as i get home later!

Off to play viwawa now!
:DDDDDDDDDD

Replies to tag;

Chuhui- told you i'll get it for you nxt week! :D

Kass- That's damn cheesy! LOL.

Shiwei- Shut up mann. I call Shiqi bring, not you. LOL. Haha. Joking la. I was too sad tht day, idk what th hells i was talking abt. LOL!

Siewsia- Okok! Sorry la!

Kangqi- Haha! Den i must also male you rmb me for th next five years? HAHA! Ok! :D

Rebecca- I mean th nuffnang ads thingy is normal. Like you said yours was one line instead on one rectangular shape. I saw other ppl one also th same lei. Th test is damn fun lei!

Jervis- But things are alright between us now! I've gotten over tht guy. It wasnt as difficult as i thot! I'm glad that everything is back th way they were supposed to be. Thanks la ahjiao! ILY too! :DDDDDDD
Saying it politely, i would say you're really naive. Saying it honestly, you're really stupid.
Shall explain how th whole game is played when we meet la.

Yimiao- Okok i will! This kewu, kick my pipi! Haha! You also la, tell me if anything's bothering you! Or i'll kick yours too! It doesnt matter if you forget la, i forgive&forget. LOL!

[edited]
2154pm

I was late. Sorry Kangqi!
Waited at th foyer with Kangqi, Wanzhen&Jonathan for Yiqian, Reb, Shiqi&kass.
Jervis, JunLe&WeeKeat decided to ps us. Shit them? No, i love them. LOL.

Last min we changed our mind not to go for night classes. Cause th awards night got FOOD.
LOL.
Went up&stole lots of food.
Oh, i got a stalk of rose too. :D
Cause they kept it toward th end, Shiqi din get it cause she went home early.
Who says early bird gets th worm?
I got it ok~ LOL.

Took pictures&all.
Jonathan is an ass! He scared Reb&kangqi by switching off th lights at toilet, i wasnt scared, but when he switched off th main switch, i ran&screamed like hell. From Reb's blog;

"then ii wan go toilet .. DNT BLOCK THERE DE !!

ask elaine pei mii .. drag kangqi and jonathan along xP

was scary on the way there ..

walk till the end .. iish the stairs -.-

we overshot =.= then the toilet iish beside the stairs

deep deep deep inside a path ..

DARKY ~! jonathan switch on the light

walked in .. holding on tuh elaine ^^

jonathan keep scaring us narh then we keep shouting xDD

gurls toilet iish even deeper inside ..

elaine the daring gurl go open the door ,,, mii still holding on tuh her

when going out ,,, jonathan damn sucks

he go switch off the toilet light then run away

kangqi run first followed by mii then elaine.

elaine still slowly running behind norh

but when jonathan switch off the path light .. .. ..

we scream and run lyk hell !!!! "

Funny!
Jon's socks were damn cool. Failed to take pictures of it. Ha!

Ah boy was so kind. I got a bread. Oh ya, i ate Shiqi's subway cookie. Wahahaha.
Ah boy's friend was weird. LOL.

We walked Reb home&i suggested slacking at 678 kopitiam, get a drink to cool down&gossip. But Kangqi need to get home. So, grrr. Spoil mood. LOL.

I scared 5 ppl in less than 30sec. My best achievement so far!
All of them were screaming&i was laughing! HAHAHA!
Sense of joy. LOL.

Yiqian's birthday celebration tml.
Going crazy again.
Avoid double k at all cost.
:D

How to play:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With your answer, giver your own comment on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
I need you.
LOL? I'm feeling great. I dont think i need anyone.

Will you get far in life?
Cannonball.
Haha. As far as th cannonball?

How do your friends see you?
Who knew.
Ya la. Like who knows!
But i'm pretty sure they think i'm insane.

Will you get married?
tian tian quan - xiaoxun&ah ben
Maybe. I love to. (:

What is your best friend's theme song?
xing fu jiu hao.
Ya, as long as she's happy. She love to be happy ma.

What is the story of your life?
Angel.
No, its devil in angel disguise!

What was high school like?
Take your sweet time.
Haha, true. I take my sweet time in everything i do.

How's your life going?
It's not over.
Ya. It's not over. I've yet to get back at ppl who made my life miserable.
I sound so evil. LOL.

What's the best things about your friends?
gen zhe wo den tempo.
They really followed. Aiya, dont know la!

What song will they play during your funeral?
When you're gone.
Haha! Interesting coinsidence!

How does the world see you?
Chui chui feng.
Ya, i often chui chui feng. :D

DO people secretly lust after you?
Keep holding on.
How do i know how to relate to th question?

How can you make yourself happy?
Big girls dont cry.
I try not to cry. &tells myself everyone loves me. Ha!

What should you do with your life?
With love.
Study&earn big bucks. I cant find time to fall in love now.

Will you ever have children?
Zuo ni de gong zhu.
Probably no. But it depends la.

What song will you strip to?
tou hao tian xin.
LOL! Maybe its like too high? Ha!

What does your mum thinks of you?
One step at a time.
She thinks i'm damn relax? Not true.

What is your deep, dark secret?
Sleeping with the light on.
I sleep with the lights on only when i forget to turn them off. LOL.

What;s your mortal enemy's theme song?
San ge xin yuan.
Idk what has it got to do with my mortal enemy.

What's your personality like?
Never had a dream come true.
LOL?

What song will be played at your wedding?
yi zhi du xiu.
No comments man, really!

Tag 5 people.
-ShiQi
-ShiWei
-Rebecca
-Jervis
-Winnie

Anyone can do it if they want to. :D

Back with a smile! :D
I was too happy, i brought smiles from alot of ppl.
Except Rebecca, she refused to sell it to me. LOL.
But i still stole her smile. Haha.
You will never understand th joke mannnnn.
So let x be th joke. Haha.

Oh ya, i sat at parade square once again! This time not so humiliating cause schoolmates&getting used to seeing bunch of students sitting out in th sun receiving their punishment for not obeying MsKoh's instructions.

Talk abt chinese oral. Can i take back my words?
Th passage was so loooooooooooooooooong. With some words i cant identify.
I din greet th teacher, &he was like; shouldnt you be greeting me first?
LOL. I dont like greeting, like por teacher you know. Haha.

Subway at westmall after oral. Was walking ard den i saw my phone; WTH! Its 7pm alr.
Haha. Den we still strolled ard th mall&went home at 8pm.


Cant really recall what happen today.
Chinese test got me upset.. I thot i was prepared. I thot i could score at least 60 to make MsTeh happy. But all my hopes when down when i attempted th questions.
But i din despair, i thot help was on th way. But no, i couldnt copy. KangQi's handwriting was sooo small. Or you could also say my eyes were small. LOL.

Went kinda crazy during Maths AEP. I couldnt stop running about. Everyone was high high high. YiQian was a poor victim. Ha! Shall upload th video of th bullying process once i get it.

Borrowed books from library. Totally shitty. Two books per students. Like wtf?
So i had to asked Kass to lend me her ezlink to borrow th remaining books. Haha.

Saw Willard outside school&asked him to walk home with me. Regretted. Haha!
Ask Rebecca! Willard&me was showing hatred for each other verbally. I sense joy seeing Willard keeping quiet when he could not rebut me. Hahaha.
But he was nice enough to walk me home. All th way he was like por lampa? Keep saying i'm a nice lady&i rocks. LOL.
But i truly rocks! :D

Wanted to play viwawa with th girls, but th novels i borrowed was tempting. I couldnt resist th temptation, so i read it all before joing them. Who knows its alr 8plus when i've finished&they stopped playing alr. Blah.

NAPFA 2.4km&5 items tml. Big day.
I hope i still can do at least 15 inclined pull ups, 40 sit ups, 30cm for sit&reach, 170cm for standing broad jump&11s for shuttle run.
My stamina died, so 16mins for 2.4km isn't too much.
Lets see whether i can make it tml.
Pray for me ppl!



I know you still cared.
Reply my text, pls.
Th only way to stop this whole suffering is for you to reply my text.
This is really awkward.
No matter what happens, i'd still treasure you.
&i sincerely apologize for everything.

Fine day.
Like classmates&great friends cheering me up.
:D

I almost got detention from Mr Chan today, cause i din attend basketball training last week&haven got Mr dimus choong to sign on it.
But luckily i thot of some excuses, which he believed. LOL.

Chinese lesson was writting formal letter again. I hate writting you know. Esp th chinese character, like so many strokes. If you dont know how to write, you have to search for th word in dictionary which is like 123456789cm thick. LOL.

ITE had a talk in my school today. Like th courses are not bad what. Why so many ppl gives so much negative comments abt ite???
I may consider gg if my results for N lvl is below 8.
Like even if i go up sec5, i definetly struggle. What for waste one pathethic year in Unity sec?
Running away from DM&Mdm Nora who tells you your skirt is super short when you alr unfolded to your knee. LOL.

Prom night this year is at i forgot whr. Heard from Shiwei quite ulu ulu. Ha!
But they showed us pisctures, is like super super grand. LOL.
Th theme for this year is COLOURS. O.O
Haha. Wahpiang, i wan go prom!!!!!!!
Th menu is like wedding dinner one! Haha.

Had Subway today again. At westmall. With Shiwei&weekeat. :D
We all were too full to ingest th 2nd cookie!
Weekeat gave his to Jervis. But when i reached school, jervis was home alr.
No, i love subway cookies but i wont keep it for myself.(Althou i did haboured th thot)
LOL!

Today my hand was badly vandalised by peeps who cared.
Adrian Lee Soon Fah started it! It was during Chem, we were in science hub. Den he drew on my hand, i was like: Dont draw lei, im not in a very good mood today.
Adrian: I know, that's why i drawing this for you ma.
He drew a smiley face on my hand. (:

Den Siewyu drew: Jiayou! &a smiley face too.
Jervis drew: Wo ai ni jiu ke yi le la(I love you can alr la)
Shiwei: Bu yao ku le, yao siao da da shen(Dont cry alr, laugh loudly)
KangQi: gan gan zuo ge kai xin ren(Be a happy person)
Elaine: Dont worry be happy. LOL.

Had a heart to heart talk with Yimiao today.
Like pouring everything out. Telling her somethings she never knew.
&talking abt past years how we play during rrt.
&she told me her secret too. I was like shocked. OMG.
Haha. Gossip a little. Hard to avoid gossips lei, we're girls after all.
:D

So many texts to reply. I cant even sleep peacefully.
From asking tests for tml to whether meeting for breakfast.
Haha. Replied all le laaaaaaaaaa. Sorry for late replies anw.

Chinese oral tml. I wont fail, dont underestimate me.
I ace in chinese verbally ok! Haha.
Everyone sure doubt me one lor, see my golden marks when th results is out!
:P

Replies to tag;

Chuhui- Ok la. :D Thanks alot for all your concerns!
Sorry i broke th 'rain or shite, we'll be thr' principle again.

Jervis- Okok. My Ahjiao best ok! :DDDDD
Actually i was dissapointed abt th guy, but more sad because my friend
sided a guy she din know! Thanks anw. :D

Kass- OK! :D Thanks!

KangQi- Ya la! I will rmb you for th next 5yrs! I'm very sensitive, i cannt
take jokes. Like what MsSeah said, i'll rmb you for 5yrs! LOL. I'm trying hard
to get up&smile again. Thankfully i still have you guys ard me. :D

Once again, thanks everyone.
Yimiao's text was funny. Loves. (:

I'm still not talking to Karen. Damn her.
I really really hate ppl who dont reply to my text.
Like i've given in, i've let her win.
If th reason she's still angry with me because i wanna give up on th guy.
Den i wont make th effort to end this cold war. Really.
I've made up my mind.
I will forget him, once&for all. I've never started out with him.
I've never suffered cause of him. I dont wanna clutch on him anymore. Nothing is worth holding on to.
He keeps quiet, he dont reply to my text. I cannt take it. Say i'm impaitent. Whatever.

I really dont want to ask anymore.
I dont think im too much. I've never asked anything from him.
I just want to let him know how i feels&know how he feels.
But what i've got in return is silence.

I dont wanna hold on anymore. Life is more calm&less painful if we dont clutch on things anymore isn't it?

Lets take it tht this whole thing is my fault, i dug up th past. I poisoned th present.
Yes, its all my fault.
So now, i'm going to let th past alone&move on.

Shaoyang came over. Chatted abt rule no.1, i kept irrittate him with fiona's voice: Shi er zi!(It's a boy)
I finally understood th story plot. Th ghost was lying thru out th testimonials. I was so stupid. I thinked for 5mins&he was thr laughing at th limitations of intelligence. Its not my fault ma.

Anthony&all asked why i din go. Sorry la. Sick/lazy. You choose. Bro lied to Kokbeng! He said i dont wanna go th bbq cause i dont wanna see eddie. Not true! What's wrong with Eddie? Like, i treat him as my friend ma. Is you guys keep pulling me&him tgt. -.-



I've never thot you were like this,
i was so wrong abt you, too wrong.

Reeplies to tag;

Shiwei- Go school den i pour everything out to you guys alrights? Prepare
tissues. For th first time, you are gonna see me cry. ):

Kass- I cant. Like a friend you've known for 11yrs actually sided a guy
she've never met before.

ShiQi- I'll pour my heart out to you guys tml, prepare tissues,
chocolates&scothtape.

Found out somethings that really upset me.
I dug up th past to poison th present. It makes no sense.
I don't know why i still clutch onto things.
Give me time pls.
Sorry, i've destroyed th nice lady you portrayed in your mind.
I'm really really upset.
Dont ask me to consider. I cant think at this crucial moment, at this damn situation.
I din expect it to turn out this way, what you said is like, i cannt take it.
It sucks, really really sucks.
My life is like screwed up, things aren't going smoothly.
I want to stop my desire for him, i need to stop it.
Before i can consider what you've said.
Just give me time, i'm going to prove everyone wrong.

Dont tell me what to do, girlfriends/sisters/friends.
I need to be stubborn at this time, i cant listen to your advices.
I'm not venting my anger on you. I just need to pour everything out to someone&you were not listening to me. I was frustrated. I cant think.
When you received my text&called me, i knew you cared.
This time i will be right, proving you wrong. Let's stop th bickering&be back to th way we were before. I know you dont want to see me cry. I dont want to hurt myself too.
I'll listen to you&wont swear anymore. But girl, i'm not gonna follow your advice on holding on. I cant hold on to someone who keeps quiet for two damn weeks. I'm tired of waiting, i cant wait. Th feeling is awful. You said you understand. Did you? You kept arguing&said he's worth it. Like you've never met him before.
I've kept quiet&let you win th argument. You win alright? I dont want to continue th bickering.
Childhood friend, you are really impt to me. I really really hope you read this&understand why i have to do this.



Shit had happened&i'm really upset. I've cried over it, no doubt.

Falling out with your 11yrs friends dont really feel good.
& th argument is abt two guys. Its not that we cant understand each other.
I feel tht its just tht we wont listen to each other. When i've made up my mind to let go, she told me to hold on.

It's really tirring to hold on to something you cant have. Its like i got no response, nothing.
It feels really awful. I cant take it.

When your relationship in love goes wrongs, you turn to friends, when your relationship with friends goes wrong, who do you turn to?
I'm gg to indulge myslef with food&drown myself with liquor.
Bye - i'm feeling very fuck right now.
0447. I've made up my mind.

Woked up&saw missed calls&many many texts.
LOL. Sorry for late reply Winnie! I know you were waiting for it.
Some really made my day. (:
Sometimes when you are down, small actions from ppl can make your day. Like a sweet text. :D
Thanks, i know you really cared. But sometimes things are too good for me to accept.
I hope you understand. (:

Jasmine came over. HA HA HA. I successfully passed my germs to her! I planned everything, & ta-daa~
She got th germs from me. :D

She was doing her project, i was almost killed by boredom. Luckily i had her phone beside me. I played quadra pop(is this how it should be spell?)
Attempted millions times to break her high score. Apparently, failed to do so. But i had th never say die spirit in me, so i kept playing till i used up 60% of her batt. Opps! Haha.

Cousins came during evening. Played&all.
By 9 plus. Tht mad woman finally finished her project. &we proceed to watch You Are The One at MOB TV. Damn shiok, but th quality sucks like shit, but still acceptable. LOL.

My second youngest cousin, Angel. She was so loving&caring towards my Grandma, which she call po po.
Her elder sis, Zoey, came into th room&said: Why po po put on jacket&wrapped herself up on blanket? Crazy! We are feeling warm even if the fan on!
Angel: Po po sick la!
Den she walked towards my grandma, hugged her&cried. I was so touched&speechless, like a 7yr old girl actually know th significance of care.
She cried again when she was gg home, she hugged grandma again.



I'm still waiting.
No matter what, you wont get to see me cry.

Replies to tag;

Chuhui- I will! You know everyone also like you, must take care, drink lots of water! I drank lots of water till i dread th sight of it. LOL.

Rebecca- I dont talk to you anymore! Cheesebun! Kangaroo not nice. LOL.

I'm feeling better now! Thanks everyone! :D
Really appreciate all th frequents calls&texts to remind me to have my medicine.
:DDD
& thanks for th tags too! :D
Except for KangQi's. She teased me! She said i was voiceless. D:

Wednesday i went back to school. Everyone bombarded me with questions, i thot everyone knows im sick? Is it very weird not turning up for lessons for only two days? LOL.

I was humiliated by MsKoh. I failed to bring her textbook for her lesson. Its not my fault, i was not in school! Classmates called but none reminded me to bring! GRR.
So together with 18classmates, we sat in th parade square during recess. Everyone glanced as they walk past. And th guys will go; Kua kua kua!(see see see in hokkien)
LOL.

Thursday was not my favorite day of week except for this thursday! Mdm Ashmidah was absent! YES LA! 5periods free from her torture! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I purposely fail my 2.4 today. I was not feeling well. I ran abt 2mins per round. And i kept laughing. LOL.
Damn funny. I helped KangQi's clip up from th dirty drain with lots of spider.
ALOT ok! I went down th drain, which was like 3/4 of my height, den when i wanted to bent down to pick up tht clip, i saw two spiders right infront of me. I screamed& wanted to get out, but Shiwei was like; Imagine thr's nothing infront of you!
Den i closed my eyes, grabbed tht cursed clip&quickly climb out from th creppy drain.
Shiwei&Kangqi was laughing cause i was really scared by tht spider, i ran&jumped ard th field. LOL.

Today lesson was fine. MrKhor bought some light thing for us. He even prepared power point slides. First time, cause vice-principal was looking.

English lesson was very slack, Maths was irritating. MrTham kept interrupting our conversation.

After school waited at Mac for Reb to end their AEP, den headed to stadium.
Went home after tht.


Sorry KianHock, i wasn't expecting this to happen. I could only apologize.
Sorry la!

Sorry Anthony, cant attend your bbq as well.
Really sorry!



Happy birthday Wiyah! :D
My best best best froggy. LOL.

Replies to tag;

Jervis- Haha. Water is enemy to me now, it had made my stomach bloat. Cause everyone keep forcing me to drink water.

Kass- Okok. :D

Yaying- Cause Shiwei they all is shitty ppl. LOL. No la, cause aiya, idk, really will feel guilty lei, also dont know why. Haha.

Rebecca- Haha. I said before, you bit me first! Still got next year mahhhh.

Shiwei- I've stopped staring alr. Made up my mind to stop waiting. LOL.

Chuhui- Who says! Every cat have nine lives!

Jocelyn- Okok. I'll try asap. :D

I'm in th deepest despair. ):
I lost my voice few days ago, & i got sick.
99.9% got it from Shiwei. 0.01% ran in th rain with yy.
Shiwei dont feel guilty at all!

Nothing much has happened, life drags its weary way through th hours, days, months&years.
I'm plagued with recurring nightmare. ):

Ytd i attended only 4hours of class, 30mins sleeping in sickbay before dad came to fetch me home.
I was too tired to do anything, even laugh. Dad somehow got me laughing for more than 5mins. Cause he told me: I very clever, i know i must take visitor's pass from th security post, den go in th general office to find you! Den i tell th person; Teacher, i want bring my LOCKter.(Daughter)
LOL.
Firstly, even you dont get th pass, th security will tell you to get it.
Secondly, if you're not gg to th general office, den whr th hell you are gg?
Thirdly, its staff, not teacher.
Last but not least, LOCK-TER! LOL LOL LOL.

Fever came as th dawn reached. So got excused from school. Went polyclinic to get MC. Saw Bingshu thr. Damn idiot. He asked: You never go school ah?
LOL. I was like: If i were in school den why am i here? LOL.

I miss my friends. I couldnt spend April fool's day with them. ):
Thanks for th calls&texts everyone! :D
WangYing damn funny. She told me: You sick? 一路顺风 ah!
LOL?

Ate some medicine&felt i will pull thru.
I went crazy when i saw 123456789 medicine i have to consume.
My bro said i was kp, but i think i was asking th right thing!
Th lady told me to sallow this particular capsule, it'll dissolve my phlegm. I was like; You mean this will dissolve my phlegm? But i thot phlegm should be expelled from my body?
Th lady stared&i stared back. Den she proceed to tell me abt th other medicine. LOL.

My bro is like; Why th hell you go and disturb her?
Me: I wasnt disturbing! I was just curious!
Bro: Curiosity kills th cat.
Me: A cat have 9lives.
Victory~ LOL.


Hopefully i can attend school tml&see my school&class mates!
I'm staring to miss MsTeh earsplitting voice, Shiwei's runny nose, KangQi&YiQian's laughter, WanZhen's lame jokes&Kass, Reb, Qi&Jervis's craziness.

Btw, this damn lame joke Wanzhen asked;

Q: Why Ants cannot take bus? A: Cause they dont have ez-link.
Q: Why Johnny cannt take bus? A: Cause Johnny is th ant.

HAHAHA.

Replies to tag;

Chuhui- I really very caring&loving!

YaYing- Yeah! Hahas. She thinks her smile is th best! LOL. Yea, everytime i do tht to her, i feel damn guilty! LOL. Nevermind, its washed&clean agian! :D

Jess- Thanks luhs! I'm alright! I'll accept th outcome, I believe i shocked him. LOL. Btw, i dont think i can make it to bbq this sat. I'm down with serious illness. Might die anytime. LOL.

Kass- My stamina dropped, alot. LOL. I know la, everyone was like, Elaine get num what? I say, nth. Den they were like, HUH?!?!?!
LOL.

SiewSia- Dont want lei, say pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

Jocelyn- Jealous la, Num1 lei. LOL.

Shiqi- ?!?!?!

Winnie- What xiaomeimei?! LOL. Its hilarious! Haha. Cheer up ok? Dont care abt th girl who thinks she 100x cleverer than you. Haha.

Kanqi- Wahpiang, you sure? I got back my voice alr lor.

Pictures! :D

Winnie was listless tht day. Periods sucks.



This mad woman stick her fingers into her shoes&attempted to touch me!

I look like fuck.

Mango sorbet! :D


Chaoying&Elaine fianlly met after 123456789 years. :D







Jogathon. :D

This crazy thing set this as my wallpaper. I screamed when i saw it.


Perfect picture. :D