I'm not at my best in th early morining. And sorry to those whom i refuse to give reasons for my mad actions. Apart from telling you all; its something i had to do.
Nothing much happened in school.
I still have to report to KC chan, everyday.
Odd days in front of whole school. Which is total embarrassment.
Mr Dimus Choong had refused to help me&YiMiao. He kept accusing me for stealing his milo. Its robbing. He used th wrong term.
Jogathon prize for top20 runners are cartons of milo. My school is a total failure.
Anw, i've placed my tagboard below. And replaced it with nuffnang ads.
Nuffnang says tht i should put it right above or th advertiser might remove th ad, &i wont get paid for it. Anw, check out th ad ok?
Anw, i tired to occupy my mind by doing lots of things today.
But i still found myself asking; Hold on or move on?
I'm an idiot when it comes to matters of heart.
Grayson&King Ngee thinks i'm stupid.
Poured my heart out to ShiQi. & i've got advices i cant understand.
Can i brainwash myself? I need a brain-washing machine.
I harbored many feelings inside me for long long long time, &he carry on never knowing how i truly felt, until ytd. I din know whr i got th immense courage from. But it feels so good to say it out. Unexpressed feelings never die, they are buried alive&come forth later in uglier way. You've got to share your feelings or they'll eat your heart out. Isn't it true?
I really hope you won't be pressurized by it. I din ask for anything in return. I just want you to know how i feel.
&i really hope to know how you feel too. I felt like an idiot staring at th phone for a reply.
I've alr promised myself&my friends that i'll accept th outcome. I'll face it. I don't want this thing to affect our friendship. I don't know what to say to you anymore. Is it my fault for shocking you? I really don't understand whats on your mind. Maybe you can't forget your last, maybe you weren't prepared. idk.
I think you just need some time to get over this shocking news. Just text me when you're ready to tell me everything. I'll be waiting, patiently.
Replies to tag;
Shiwei- Ya, i know. In fact she sms-ed everyone. Only to find out in th end
that i'm at home sleeping. She was super duper with my dad.
Chuhui- I thot you knew i was nt feeling very well? I just threw it in
dustbin&told th whole world my cramps are killing me.
ShiQi- Let's give him time ok? Idk if i've made th right choice, but i've
decided to hold on.
Corinne- Thanks babe! You can alr guess it by reading this post. Let's find
time to go out again alrights?
