Th one he loves was not me,
Th one he wants is not me.
Th one he smiles at is also not me.
&I always thot im th one.
ELAINE IS TH BIGGEST LOSER.

I always thot i'm th one cheering ppl up.
This time, jamine was thr for me.
& nt forgetting Kianhock too.

I thot i could make his day happier&cheer him up.
But i couldnt do anything when he told me his prob.
我的心很乱!

& i hope you understand this;
如果已不在乎,又何必说这么多