Btw, you guys sure heard abt th news whr th Leader/head of JI escaped right?
Wthells. I dont wanna die young. I haven enjoyed my youth enough.
I was exchanging opinions with Jervis while walking back to accounts class.
Both of us are apprehensive of what will happen.
Conversation ;
Me: When did th JI escaped ah? I'm afraid!
Jer: Ytd affernoon. 4 plus. I also very scared lor!
Me: Oh, means th 06300 news got la? Wahpaing! My dad din even tell me abt it! He wan me to die issit? My father dont love me anymore, he doesn't want me. What's th point of me living? I not scared JI alr! Ask him to kill meeeee!
Jer: You sick ah?
Me: Ya, i got a very cool disease. Jealous pls. LOLOLOLOL
ROFL-
English lesson today was enjoyable.
We learned to pronounce words accurately.
Eg. Pronounce PROPERLY then, PROBABLY. Difficult isnt it?
So we were all like, EEEE, WUUU, AHHH, OHHHH.
Lessons with Ms Seah never failed to make th corners of my mouth turn up.
Ms Seah was sick for th past two days. She haven recovered fully yet she prepared so much for our class. A very fabulous teacher, dont you think so?
King Ngee, Gabriel & I was chatting abt random things & we talked abt th end of world.
King Ngee said a particular guy, i forgot who, predicted that our world will end in 2012. Which means that we have only five years more to live.
Gabriel said he heard of it too, &kind of believed. I turned back & stopped ShiQi from doing her accounts & told her; Qi, thr's no need to work so hard for th future, stop studying, we're all gg to die in another five years time.
Grayson heard & told me; Lame lor, Elaine very lame one lor, got evidnece meh? Elaine dont come have lame ok? Nvrm la, eLAINE = LAME ma. LOL.
Anyway, i think i'm gg to cherish my life. Who knows we will all really die on 2012? But i'm still gg to work hard for Science&English regardless of th fate God chose for us. At least i can die as a successful person. No, maybe i should work hard towards passing my math, or else i will die a successful failure person. Okay, whatever.
I told them I am really gg to treat everyone nice, yes, including Alif&Mr Benjamin Chan. And start paying attention to Mr Tham's lesson. ALtho Gabriel thinks i wont suceed cause he thinks i've been very evil. -.-
Mum&Dad's bickering din end th whole thing. Dont they know i have more than enough things to worry abt? GRRRS.
Eg. Him?
Friends/sisters are all getting emotionally hurt. I dont know what i can do beside only telling them to calm down&get over it. I'm bad at comforting ppl. Whatever.
But I've never failed to make Qi laugh when she cry. She looks crazy when she laugh&cry at th same time. But sseing her smile make my heart lighter, alot. I love seeing ppl smiling. :DDD
Nefarious plot din end. It affected my friends/sisters. One by one we slowly drifted apart. And now God has decided to make things worse by making me move far away from them. I somehow hesitate and wanted to tell my dad i just want to stay and remain. Things would be better that way. But somehow i have th feeling that everything is too late. Just a step too late. I dont wanto leave you too. Years of strong of friendship we've built, been through thick&thin, all maybe are gg to tear apart. You said you're teared. I din. Well, tears cant solve anything. Sometimes we've to learn to let go. Promise yourself that you'll smile. You'll be happy. You'll be fine. You'll laugh. You'll live your life as normal w/o me. Of course we're not gg to th extreme to nt seeing each other! Occasionally we might meet. Let's cherish th times we have now. Listen to songs we've sang together. You might probably find some solace from all th painful separations. Memories of our crazy&wild times are alr deeply buried in my heart. It wont leave nor be forgotten. Dont worry, you can still turn to me when you've quarreled with your Bf/family. I'll be your listening ear like i always used to. And maybe practice some relaxation exercise.
Replies to tag;
Rebecca - Lame lor you. So cool la, i very jealous la!!! LOL. Haolian only! I not jealous lei! Nice right? Next time online i send you. Elaine is a very nice girl right. Cool bah? Jealous pls. :D
Shiqi- Throw all conversation aside! Just wanna tell you I LOVE YOU! I'm nt les. :DD
Jervis- Not cool at all. Cause i'm not there. LOL. Remember la, so cool how could i ever forget? LOL.
Chuhui- Same one. I often disguise myself to hide my identity. LOL. Ya la, i was jumping! Thanks!
Kangqi- Bring more sweets to class next time! :DDD
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I've heard some things abt Darrence. Which i totally sympathizes. I feel guilty when i see him like tat& im enjoying life here. Thr is really no justice in this world!
I should&must get over this deeply rooted prejudice i had against him last time.
I wont tell anyone what happened to him. I think I should show him respect&nt telling everyone what exactly happened. Just hope everything goes well for him, and he wont be alone.
