Euphoric + Melancholy = ?

Hello world!

Say Elaine rocks! Tht's right!

HAHA.

I didnt went to sentosa ytd. Well, technically i did.

But sentosa is not sentosa without hunks! Urgh.

Ok. We paid $3 to lay on th beach and play psp. LOL!
Worst thing is we forgot to bring suntanning lotion, tan what sai you tell me?!
HAHA.

After tht we figured tht we should not waste our money like tht, so we rent bicycle.

Cycling with Kaying can burn you lots of calories! Keen to lose 1kg in a day?

LOL!

We totally crashed into th bush, solely my fault la!

I almost lost my life to th steep slope. OMG OMG OMG.

I dont wanna die young!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HA.

I wanna go sentosa again!!!!!!!!!

This time all th ladies must be present so it'll be fun!

Fun aside, cause here comes melancholy.

I dont know how to react, but it do feels strange after knowing it.

8years of friendship, spoiled by a question.

I know you'll come to my blog.

Thank you for cooking nice meals for me, thank you for treating me nice meals too.

And i really appreciate how you taught me how to cook patiently, even when my enthusiasm/curiosity pissed you off.

And lastly, thank you for coming all th way to my house to fetch me over to your house when i'm bored at home.

But saying 'i love you', 'i miss you', 'i need you' and 'i care for you' is just a word.

Cause words only tell, they do not let you feel nor proves anything.

And getting angry over this doesnt make me like you in any way.
I seriously loathe th way you shouted at me over th phone, den tell me you care for me th very next minute. Its...ironic.

And when i hung up on you before you could finish your sentence is not because i'm angry.
It's because i dont want to listen anymore.
I've told you.
I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME, NEITHER DO I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF SOMEBODY.
I JUST DONT WANT TO GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP YOU GET IT?

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH JUST BEING FREINDS?
IN THE END WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG, IT DOES NONE OF US GOOD.

Maybe its my fault, but maybe it may be yours too.
Just think it over and reply my text asap.
I dont want to lose a friend who understands me so well.

Sigh. Reply tags tmr.

I want my $30 Esprit shirt and $40 Zara shirt from vivo oulet.

And I've recieved my 1st bday present from dad's friend.

A whole bag(BIG!) of Pepperridge Farm White chocolate chunk cookies, with a note attached 'Happy birthday (soon) Elaine!'
How funny can he get? Adding a 'soon'. HA!
It'll be better if it were a big bag of subway cookies. LOL!

I'm contemplated whether i should go to bro's chalet on 14, 15, 16.
Cause class chalet is 17, 18, 19.
If i stay out th whole week, i'll definetly miss my dad! (or maybe miss my bed more.)
Still have few days before making a decision.


Sigh. Byebye world.
I think i still rocks, don't i?