What's on your mind?

Have you guys really sat down with yourself and wonder why things happen th way they do?

Well, i do.



I always wonder, why cant we start our day when its dark? Why must we wait for th sun to be out before we can really start our day?

I havent really found an answer tht convince me, yet.


Friends tell me, because its so dark in th night! Later you drop your things you cannot find how?


OR


Because got alot of people scared ghost, in th morning den got sense of security mah.


OR


Because nobody does it la, dumbass!



Well, not really. I really wonder WHY WHY WHY.
Hmm, another question.


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Would you rather be blind or deaf?

Both are equally important to us, i cant imagine losing ONE of it.
But if i really have to choose, i still cant choose. HA!


I would choose being blind because we can feel so much safer in th world as we cant see wht's happening around us.

We can trust people to lead us when we walk, talk to us about things we cant see and encourage us.


And music is love of my life. Everything in my life involves music.

Friends would sing along with me, whether they know th song or not, they will hum along with th rhythm.



But ..



I would also choose being deaf rather than blind because i love silence.

And i also fear of seeing dark patches ahead of me. Its like trapped inside a room w/o a door. No matter where i bang, where i push, i cant escape from th dark.

And i love th beautiful colours of th world, at least i can SEE th 7 wonders of th world with my eyes, appreciate them and admire their beautiful structure.


Eyes is th ruler of my body. It rules my mind, my leg, my actions.

I see wht i do. (Just like monkey see monkey do. HAHA.)


I'm caught between th choices. I'm confident i cant lose any one of it.
Its equivalent to losing th purpose of life isnt it?


But hey, if those who are blind/deaf can live their life to th fullest? Why cant we?

Den it defeats th purpose of me asking this question alr. HAHA.


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Another question, why are people so difficult with their life?

They spent their lives studying and working, in th end, they'll pass away.
Wht's th purpose of working so hard when you know you'll die eventually?


And people are not allowed to be themselves sometime, cause they're too many people they want to learn from, to imitate.

For example, girls tend to dress up like th models on cover page of Magazine or anyone of their friend they think its cool.


See? You would lose th purpose of life! You're not being yourself. And very often we dont know it, until someone tells us, HEY! You dress up like so and so.


And because we're hard on ourselves, we try to make lives of others difficult too.


Dont you think we dont give people enough time to change?

And whenever someone request they need room to change, they'll write it off tht he/she is being difficult.


Why are we like tht? Its depressing! Urgh.

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Tht's plenty of questions i would like to ask, but it'll be a lengthy post.

So, i would ask it nxt time ok?


Anyway, i was asking Dad about th questions.


He simply answered in clam tone: This is life, meimei.

It make sense, but its not th answer tht really answer my questions.

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Meanwhile, pictures of beautiful moment of life.










I would be blind, so i wont kill tht idiot who pointed middle finger at me!
_l_




But i will be deaf rather than blind so i could see th littlest things tht make me laugh.
(Yes, King Ngee, if you're wondering. ITS YOU.)



But we dont treasure our eyes and make good use of it.

Its, DO IT.
Not IDOIT.





But seeing myself so ugly makes me miserable.
So i would again choose to be blind.




But again, i would choose to be deaf so at least i can see who are my friends.





Ps; everyone is camwhoring! See th background, everyone is holding out their phones!




And actually i'm nt tht ugly lor!
So, i would rather be deaf. HAHA.






Think for a moment.
Who would you be? Wht would you be?



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Replies to tag;

Isabella- Dont really read blogs mah. HAHA.
He did not dump me la. Urgh.

Kass- Dont point fingers. WEAK.

Kaiying- Sick. HAHA. Okay, you set th time&date la, do big business.
HAHA.

Rebecca- OMG. Are you really Rebecca? Did you just said i was cool?
Are you ok? HAHA.

Chuhui- Why have such low confidence in yourself? HAHA.

Shiwei- Shutup. Your Synpathy also OUT. Next is your darren look alike group OUT.
HAHA.