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& im not ok.
MIA till im fine.

daddy found out i've been crying cause of my swollen eyes. He tried to make me happy by saying stupid things about himself. I din laughed. & he keep asking me what happen. He even buy me chocolate. But i din even eat it. He gave me money i also din take. So he leave me alone.

Korkor also noticed my changed in behavior & treated me damn good.

Wth, i broke down bfore eating dinner & my nose was super red. After dinner was watching show i cried. Using com i stopped & cried. Fcuk.

Broke down again when i scolded ppl who irritates me. Im just not feeling high or what. Stop giving stupid jokes. I know all of you are trying to cheer me up. But i think the best way is to leave me alone. Let me stand up on my own from this fall. I can stand up on my own. All i need is time.

& please dont ask me what happened. I told Kass & RenHao kor what happened & i was crying very hard. Ask them if you wan to know.

I knew you'll read my blog.
there's nothing i can do now, can i?
I dont understand why you did all this things to me,
but i dont wanna know why anymore.
Forget it.
I'll definitely be happier w/o you.
Dont come back to my life suddenly anymore.
Please go away & dont come back.
Stop all your sweett alks, i had enough.
Byes.